Mar
I dreamt of that old estate house/palace and the poor farmer's house again. It's always like I was playing WoW or watching Lord of the Rings...the suberb gardens, the soldiers, the horses...like in ancient times. I dunno how often I dreamt of these to freakin houses already. The old woman was there as usual, but this time also two friends. Myself and a girl from ym class and some other person, can't say if it was male or female..reminded me of a wolf and I guess its names was "skip" or something with "sk" and "r"....we had to fulfill missions, do things...and everything had it's focus on fighting against the king from the palace.
In my dream I thought I was directing a movie...
I dont remember what happened, but suddenly that shemale person got captured by the soldiers and we had to uncage him/her. what I remember very cleary was when we three were running away from the palace, followed by a white/brown dog which was our companion and carrying shemale in a cart. shemale was had hurt one foot and I believe I did as well...it was dark night, we had nothing but an old lantern and the path looked almost 100% like in Elwynn Forest. we were running faster and faster..then the soldiers caught up with us, and I jumped down from the path into the bushes, some kind of wet meadow, with the cart and the dog, but the other girl hid on the other side of the path. we hid the lantern and knew the soldiers wouldnt see us due to the fog, but I could see everything around me. that was when i thought I was directing a film. I said "don't move, don't get even if the last rider has gone" and hoped the girl would think the same, but then she jumped up, called for us and another rider came past her. they couldnt see each other, but hear and feel. the rider stopped, took a branch and searched his environment, touched ther girl's shoulder and pointed at her with his weappon. she didnt understand what was happening and he stemmed her up with his gun barrel and shot right through her stomach. than he left his horse and and started searching for us others in the woods. we got so freakin scared, extinguished the flame, I held on to the hurt shemale, the dog was gone and when the soldier was rigth before me another person showed up, shouting at me. I was like "shut the fuck up, can't you see the soldier is right before me??", but even though he MUST have heard us and seen me since I could see him he didnt react. Like it was a movie.
I saw he carried a blue dagger, and that new person took it, I grabbed the soldier's head and screamed "fight!", but the other person didnt kill him. I screamed "kill him, kill him, do it!" over and over again and finally the person pushed the dagger into the soldier's neck which i was exposing - but he didnt die. he laughed at us, the other person got in a rage (some kind of "this is for my father/mother/who else"-rage) and started pushing it through his whole neck, then I took the dagger, cut his mouth oped - I didnt know what to do else - and then he didnt move anymore. I was so cared he still might be alive that I cut his head off.
there was nothing but silence. we knew if it was found out that we had killed a soldier, we would have been killed ourselves. so i went up to the dead man, expecting the corpse to move -even though I knew he was dead- , but it didnt. he was naked, bleeding all over his chest and for some reason also on his right wrist. I took his head - he had no face, only long and very brightly dyed red hair and took it with me.
the dog returned. we three discussed what to do now, we had to go somewhere, but shemale was hurt, I was hurt and that knew person had broken wrists I believe....we couldnt continue running in the fields, cause it was too boggy, but we were scared of the path as well. somebody who was not with us said "it's dawning."
I dont know what we deicided to do. suddenly the three of us were running home on that path again, without the cart, the morning had come and we saw our famer's house that reminded me of Sims 3 and i saw the old woman in the garden and the two friends that lived with her. we hugged, and one of em said "you've been away for two weeks" and "why are you bleeding?" I responded "I'm not bleeding, it was him, and he deserved it". I was shocked by my own words, but as it seemed nobody else was.
we sat at the table as if nothing had happened and as if the king wasnt searching for us and started playing BASS, wtf. for some reason I played if I was left-handed...
I guess that was when I woke up. before that dream i dreamt of a big ship and my schoolmates and travels...but I dont remember what we did. It was something big and important....
Anyways - it was like I was actor and director at the same time. I didnt know what to do or what would happen, but I could see and hear everything. It was no nightmare, cause even though I knew I was scared when that soldier came closer, it was some kidn of "controlled fear". I knew I had to be scared, like an actor, but at the same time I didnt know or think of what would happen next and if we could kill him.
all in all it was very strange. I decided to write it down so I would remember when I dream of the farm and the palace again. I should write a book out of these dreams, the story is great...I still remember the first dream when my "dream-mother" had to talk to the king and he wanted her to do sth and when she tried to escape she got lost in the castle and had to fight the soldiers once again...she also had a companion but I dont know of they were killed or not.
I serached for random tags like "murder, blood, night, lantern, forest, cart, prison, palace, adventure, running, path, dog" in a dreamer's dictionary and well...more or less 90% of what it said was "somebody will die, be hurt, be sick, you'll loose things that are important, friends, love, freedom, money, goods, something horrible will happen, you'll be betrayed, you're running away from your guilt and duty" and so on. the only good thing was that I returned home savely at the end of the dream, it means that I have reached an aim and have overcome pain.
uh. great. I wish I could remember what was so important on that ship...did it bring me to the house and the palace?
In my dream I thought I was directing a movie...
I dont remember what happened, but suddenly that shemale person got captured by the soldiers and we had to uncage him/her. what I remember very cleary was when we three were running away from the palace, followed by a white/brown dog which was our companion and carrying shemale in a cart. shemale was had hurt one foot and I believe I did as well...it was dark night, we had nothing but an old lantern and the path looked almost 100% like in Elwynn Forest. we were running faster and faster..then the soldiers caught up with us, and I jumped down from the path into the bushes, some kind of wet meadow, with the cart and the dog, but the other girl hid on the other side of the path. we hid the lantern and knew the soldiers wouldnt see us due to the fog, but I could see everything around me. that was when i thought I was directing a film. I said "don't move, don't get even if the last rider has gone" and hoped the girl would think the same, but then she jumped up, called for us and another rider came past her. they couldnt see each other, but hear and feel. the rider stopped, took a branch and searched his environment, touched ther girl's shoulder and pointed at her with his weappon. she didnt understand what was happening and he stemmed her up with his gun barrel and shot right through her stomach. than he left his horse and and started searching for us others in the woods. we got so freakin scared, extinguished the flame, I held on to the hurt shemale, the dog was gone and when the soldier was rigth before me another person showed up, shouting at me. I was like "shut the fuck up, can't you see the soldier is right before me??", but even though he MUST have heard us and seen me since I could see him he didnt react. Like it was a movie.
I saw he carried a blue dagger, and that new person took it, I grabbed the soldier's head and screamed "fight!", but the other person didnt kill him. I screamed "kill him, kill him, do it!" over and over again and finally the person pushed the dagger into the soldier's neck which i was exposing - but he didnt die. he laughed at us, the other person got in a rage (some kind of "this is for my father/mother/who else"-rage) and started pushing it through his whole neck, then I took the dagger, cut his mouth oped - I didnt know what to do else - and then he didnt move anymore. I was so cared he still might be alive that I cut his head off.
there was nothing but silence. we knew if it was found out that we had killed a soldier, we would have been killed ourselves. so i went up to the dead man, expecting the corpse to move -even though I knew he was dead- , but it didnt. he was naked, bleeding all over his chest and for some reason also on his right wrist. I took his head - he had no face, only long and very brightly dyed red hair and took it with me.
the dog returned. we three discussed what to do now, we had to go somewhere, but shemale was hurt, I was hurt and that knew person had broken wrists I believe....we couldnt continue running in the fields, cause it was too boggy, but we were scared of the path as well. somebody who was not with us said "it's dawning."
I dont know what we deicided to do. suddenly the three of us were running home on that path again, without the cart, the morning had come and we saw our famer's house that reminded me of Sims 3 and i saw the old woman in the garden and the two friends that lived with her. we hugged, and one of em said "you've been away for two weeks" and "why are you bleeding?" I responded "I'm not bleeding, it was him, and he deserved it". I was shocked by my own words, but as it seemed nobody else was.
we sat at the table as if nothing had happened and as if the king wasnt searching for us and started playing BASS, wtf. for some reason I played if I was left-handed...
I guess that was when I woke up. before that dream i dreamt of a big ship and my schoolmates and travels...but I dont remember what we did. It was something big and important....
Anyways - it was like I was actor and director at the same time. I didnt know what to do or what would happen, but I could see and hear everything. It was no nightmare, cause even though I knew I was scared when that soldier came closer, it was some kidn of "controlled fear". I knew I had to be scared, like an actor, but at the same time I didnt know or think of what would happen next and if we could kill him.
all in all it was very strange. I decided to write it down so I would remember when I dream of the farm and the palace again. I should write a book out of these dreams, the story is great...I still remember the first dream when my "dream-mother" had to talk to the king and he wanted her to do sth and when she tried to escape she got lost in the castle and had to fight the soldiers once again...she also had a companion but I dont know of they were killed or not.
I serached for random tags like "murder, blood, night, lantern, forest, cart, prison, palace, adventure, running, path, dog" in a dreamer's dictionary and well...more or less 90% of what it said was "somebody will die, be hurt, be sick, you'll loose things that are important, friends, love, freedom, money, goods, something horrible will happen, you'll be betrayed, you're running away from your guilt and duty" and so on. the only good thing was that I returned home savely at the end of the dream, it means that I have reached an aim and have overcome pain.
uh. great. I wish I could remember what was so important on that ship...did it bring me to the house and the palace?