all is lost
i just get so out of it living in this haven of democrats (90% that's right) that i deluded myself into thinking it would be okay. and then into thinking that it would be okay. and then i hear prop 200 passes and i know we are entering the first stages of the apocalypse. shit, you guys. shit shit shit. i can see with clarified horror the future passages of textbooks marking this election as the turning point for america being willing to surrender their civil rights, overlook human decency, and spread democracy like the plague. can you imagine the state of the economy when we get out of undergraduate? How the hell will we get jobs? what will happen to my ROTC and NROTC friends? WHAT IS THIS COUNTRY COMING TO THAT PEOPLE CAN'T EVEN SEE BUSH ROYALLY FUCKED THINGS UP AND HIS ONLY PLANS ARE TO STAY THE MOTHERFUCKING COURSE?!?
*collapse into angry sobs*
i was talking to jasmine last night about how she finds her world history class so interesting because Chinese history of the world is of course silent on many accounts, and she has determined her American professor's version of things to be the truth, or at least closer to it.
i didn't know what to say, you guys. i really didn't.
everyone pray (or cross your fingers or whatever) for a miracle, or at least for a cure for cancer so we can hold on to the precious balance in the supreme court, which may be our only hope.
i really need a hug.
*collapse into angry sobs*
i was talking to jasmine last night about how she finds her world history class so interesting because Chinese history of the world is of course silent on many accounts, and she has determined her American professor's version of things to be the truth, or at least closer to it.
i didn't know what to say, you guys. i really didn't.
everyone pray (or cross your fingers or whatever) for a miracle, or at least for a cure for cancer so we can hold on to the precious balance in the supreme court, which may be our only hope.
i really need a hug.