Time moves so slow when you are all alone
Well I had quite a strange weekend. Friday night me and Kris were driving around in my car up and down my long ass drive-way, and we ran out of gas about a mile and a half away from my house at 1:00. It was sooo fuckin' cold out, I thought I was going to have to sew my fuckin' balls back on after I got home. First I ran up to my neighbor jeremy's house because it was the closest, but he was not home. Then afterwards I ran up to my other neighbors house which was at the beginning of my driveway but to my dismay he was not there either. Finally I decided to run to my step-dad's ex-wives house (whom he completely hates her and his co-worker with whom she left him for) and knocked on the door. After knocking for about 2 minutes Sharon came to the door and I apologized for bothering her at such an odd time and asked if I could use her phone. I called my parents from her house and they were pretty much like fuck you just walk. I hung up the phone and I was just like "fuck" under my breath. Sharon told me to hang on a minute cuz she would give me a ride, so I thanked her and accepted her offer. Anyway when we finally got home I went downstairs to my parents room to tell them I made it home ok thanks to Sharon and they just flipped out on me. Jake (my step-dad) came out of his room and started screaming at me in front of Kris. So I screamed back some obsenities until he finally left me alone. Yes my parents suceeded to get pissed at me for getting a ride home. I told you they were fuckin' stupid.
TO KRIS: God I wish you were here. I can't wait for you to arrive after school. I missed you sooo much last night, all I wanted was to hold you in my arms. And now that today has finally come all I can do is sit and wait and watch that fucking clock. I can't wait to see your face smiling back at me again. Will 4:30 ever come? I just want you to be here, with me. It just feels like I've been waiting for you for a lifetime even though I just saw you last night. I love you sooo much, every minute without you is like a fuckin' eternity. I'm so bored when you aren't by my side I just want to go back to fuckin' sleep and not wake up until your arrival, because I want to spend every waking moment with you. Every morning I wake up and try to find you lying next to me in the dark, wanting nothing but to kiss you, my ears pleading to hear you say you love me. I love you.
TO KRIS: God I wish you were here. I can't wait for you to arrive after school. I missed you sooo much last night, all I wanted was to hold you in my arms. And now that today has finally come all I can do is sit and wait and watch that fucking clock. I can't wait to see your face smiling back at me again. Will 4:30 ever come? I just want you to be here, with me. It just feels like I've been waiting for you for a lifetime even though I just saw you last night. I love you sooo much, every minute without you is like a fuckin' eternity. I'm so bored when you aren't by my side I just want to go back to fuckin' sleep and not wake up until your arrival, because I want to spend every waking moment with you. Every morning I wake up and try to find you lying next to me in the dark, wanting nothing but to kiss you, my ears pleading to hear you say you love me. I love you.