tell me you love me
Slice it open, salt the wounds
As water falls a thousand
Drops drip down
They melt it away they burn me away
I’m not here
Do you see it? Do you see ME?
Just leave.
NO, NO, NO! I was
Contemplating leaving it all
Behind
Discover some fading truth
In the death ridden dreams
I didn’t ask for this.
If I had known I would have
Stopped it before
My cerebellum collapse. (UGLY-FAT-STUPID)
Why are you here?
Until I can breath it in and
Accept fatal falsehoods…
BAM, BAM, BAM
Pound it down to some approachable
Disarray of globular hormones
Smoothed out tin foil
Look.
There it is.
I can do it… you can do it.
I won’t abscond with the bloody fingerprints.
They’ll remain to remind.
Tell me you love me.