New York City's like a graveyard
I seem to have a surplus of time on my hands, so I thought I'd write an obnoxiously long entry. The only setback is that I don't have anything to say. So, I figured I'd make one of those people-you-know list type things that everyone was doing a little while ago. Sorry.
1. We have a lot in common. We're headstrong and bossy. Yet we seem to get along for the most part. I can always bitch to you, you're good for that. You're really competitive, but I think it's funny. All of your predictions about our friends have come true, but I hope we stay close.
2. You're witty, and have great taste. You care too much what people think about you, but you're very supportive of me. You're not afraid to cut people down to get your point across. I wish you luck in the future. I'm glad I met you.
3. You've changed so much. The only thing we have in common anymore is our sense of humor. You're a malleable person, and I wish you would break away from some people. I can still never get mad at you, and even if we stop talking I'll always consider you my friend.
4. You're still a mystery to me. You're so smart, and a very talented writer. I think you know you're a good writer too. We are going/have gone through similar things, and as we both know I could talk to you all day. You're so stylish, and have defined your own musical intrests. I respect that.
5. You think you discovered everything. You are so funny and strong-minded. I used to actually fear you, or just feel uncomfortable in your prescence. But this year I got to know you, and we're actually a lot alike. You're so unique. I love your facial expressions. I want you to be happy next year. I hope we can re-unite over holidays or something.
6. Face to face, or even over the phone, you are the most genuine person I know. You seem like you truly care about people and their feelings. You are in every sense a perfect friend. From gossip or stories however, you seem like a jerk. Or just confused. I think you have yet to "find" yourself. To me, you have been awesome. I'll miss you.
7. You're self-centered. This entire year I have either loved you or hated you. We both are sensitive, and hopeless romantics. Somehow though, you always come out on top. Everything always goes your way. You have a way of making me feel like shit. You could make conversation with a brick wall; I admire your social skills. You are dramatic and annoying at times, but overall an honest person.
8. I love you. There's not much else to say. You were my High School Heartbreak. Because of you, my year has been hell. I will never find someone else like you. You make me want to die, but you're the closest to love i'll ever get. I will never forget you.
9. I don't know how I feel about you. You talk about everyone behind their backs, which makes me think you talk about me behind mine. You're mean-spirited and self-absorbed. I like your clothes. I will always hold a grudge against you, no matter how much I hang out with you. You are too judgemental, and I wish you would give more people a chance.
10. You're so funny. You're afraid to let people in, I think. You can make the littlest things amusing. I respect that you have a need for a greater amount of "alone time" than most people. You're a beautiful person, and I wish you knew that.
11. You are going places. Seriously, one day you will be a very high-paid person. I'm glad I got to know you this year, because I can tell you just about anything. I like how you don't censor conversations, or try to be polite. You are one-of-a-kind, and people are finally realizing how awesome you are, as opposed to how weird you are. You don't seem to hate anyone. Like it or not, you're one of my better friends.
12. Now, YOU win my Most Changed Award, however unnatural those changes might have been. You are comical in your own quirky way. We never really have talked, but you've always been there physically. Maybe next year I'll make more of an effort to actually know you.
13. I can be myself around you, and I don't have to pretend I'm happy when I'm not. You might be trying to get closer to one of my friends through me, but I might be paranoid. You're someone I would like to get to know better. You're a realistic person; you don't change depending on the people you're around (as far as I know).
14. Everyone loves you. No matter what you do or who you are on any given day, everyone will think you are the coolest person in the world. To be truthful, it's hard to be friends with you, even harder to be your side-kick. I'm extremely jealous of how easily people fall in love with you, you don't even have to do anything. I don't want to be you, but I'm afraid that I subconciously try to. You don't care about anyone's feelings, mine included. Yet, you are what everyone wants.
15. You were my first real friend in Medfield. I don't think you know that. I never knew how smart you were, but apparantly you are very intelligent. I'm sorry I haven't made more of an effort to keep in touch. I'm sorry if I was ever a bitch to you, which I know I have been. I wish we still talked.
16. I can easily name my freshman year after you. Maybe I idealize the past, but you were kind. I shared a lot of firsts with you. You're not very smart, but you're a good person. You're the kind of person who always needs to be with someone, for the sake of security and self-assurance. I don't know.
17. You are the kind of person that has your priorities defined, whether they be wrong or not. I don't see you actually having a heart. In fact, I kind of think you're a jerk, but I guess we really never talked that much. Nevertheless, I'll probably miss you. You can really go far in life if you don't get too distracted along the way. Good luck.
18. I think we could've worked out if I tried harder, or if we lived closer. You're nice to talk to, because you always make me laugh with your bizzare stories, or stories that are only funny because they happened to you. You're an open and accepting person, and even if we never talk again (which may be the case) I'm still content that I met you. Haha, I remeber when we met.
Well, this is all for now. What's funny is that in a couple of months, everything might change, and the people that I hate I will love, and vice versa.