Jul 29, 2007 22:56
Home. home. Home.
One word, so many meanings. I am sitting in my home writing this, thinking about all that has occurred in the last three weeks. I have been on a journey for sure, one my cards warned me would be altering. I sit with myself tonight under the full moon and discover myself much changed. I feel a bit like a butterfly having undergone half my metamorphosis. Half changed, half the same, and slowly watching the rest of the process. It's an odd feeling, but at the same time, a good one.
I am feeling very happy with my life, and while things have certainly gotten to a "fill point" emotionally for me, I am slowly beginning to process it all. It gonna take some time to sort things out in my head. I am very glad I have a couple of quiet weeks ahead of me before school starts again.
Tonight is a full moon. I set out to revive all the energy of my space and spent time visiting with each of my altars. All of them are nice shiny and lit tonight. Spent some time with the Fae and thanks them for taking care of things while I was gone. The garden looks amazing and has grown a lot since I left. The moon tonight is supposed to be the Rogue moon, one for looking towards new adventures and opportunities in life, and dedicated to The Fool. They say not to Work with this one unless you are willing to take it on with the outlook and heart of the Fool, knowing it full well could be life changing in a very unexpected way. Some would take that as a warning. I just look at it as an opportunity. I am going to take full advantage of it.
(*side note of happiness: The money spell is still up and running. Received an unexpected dividend check in the mail. Yay yay Yay!)