I think I finally understand
Alot to write about. I'm so happy, Brian stopped by to help me with math, he doesn't know it but he really does help me understand. Everyday, I thank God that he came into my life, and regardless of what the future brings, I will make sure he always will be. He brings me back into reality, he shows me the truth of things. I think, I understand why fate brought him to me. I hate saying this, because my hope for him is still there and may be for some time to come. Perhaps he is not meant to be a romantic interest, but rather a teacher, someone to guide me, to give me a better perpective on life. I still like him, and I'm doing my best to hold back, but now I understand. I know now exactly what he thinks of me. I'm his friend, a good and true friend. I realize now that all of our interactions, really weren't more than play. But you know what? I'm okay with that. My time with him is the only time that I'm truly happy. Whatever happens, wherever we go in life, I know he'll always be there for me, and me for him. Who knows? Maybe someday he will feel the same, but for now, at least I know he'll always be my friend. Thank you Brian.
Oh and also, I asked him to prom, and he said yes!!!
Oh and also, I asked him to prom, and he said yes!!!