absent from my mind and heart..
"well from what i was told by Stacy was that you knew the day he passed and u were not there. No one was there only people who cared, I shouldn’t of had to call her she was my "best friend" and where were you at Christie whats your excuse? and to say that i got her on everything ya ok i dont and never did coke and well ask Megan how many times she did it at Melissa’s and how much she still does. or how much "e" she did or does or how is the blood flowing from the scars that she made to hide her faults?
hey Megan ask yourself what happened when you moved off of Fenton street? how many times did i call you and how many times did you call me? i had to move 12 miles and start over to be with my "best friend". she may have called to hang out but only when Sam was not around and no one else wanted to hang out with her. for someone who was not there and for someone who fucked up megans life so badly i was always there when she needed me, even if it was to put me at risk. and as far as me and drugs i can drop them like i already have, my wife and my son Jace Michael Fisher are the only things that control my life in POSITIVE ways, making me happier then i ever was before. Megan maybe you should think about giving it up it gets old after awhile, try to find someone or something that gives you the same fulfillment that i have been given. i dont know what your life is right now, but by the looks of your journal entries you havent been to competent to take your life to the next level. All im saying is that im not starting anything im just setting things straight as to why we are not friends. Your right it is a shame the way the friendship had ended so sudden but things happen for a reason. It gave me the chance to depend more on me and get my life in order with out the influence of bad influences… “ drugs, bad advice” those things were just holding me back from doing what I wanted to do before introduced into that world which was to have a good career, finish school, buy a house, and start a family. All my goals have been met, HAVE YOURS?
william"
hey Megan ask yourself what happened when you moved off of Fenton street? how many times did i call you and how many times did you call me? i had to move 12 miles and start over to be with my "best friend". she may have called to hang out but only when Sam was not around and no one else wanted to hang out with her. for someone who was not there and for someone who fucked up megans life so badly i was always there when she needed me, even if it was to put me at risk. and as far as me and drugs i can drop them like i already have, my wife and my son Jace Michael Fisher are the only things that control my life in POSITIVE ways, making me happier then i ever was before. Megan maybe you should think about giving it up it gets old after awhile, try to find someone or something that gives you the same fulfillment that i have been given. i dont know what your life is right now, but by the looks of your journal entries you havent been to competent to take your life to the next level. All im saying is that im not starting anything im just setting things straight as to why we are not friends. Your right it is a shame the way the friendship had ended so sudden but things happen for a reason. It gave me the chance to depend more on me and get my life in order with out the influence of bad influences… “ drugs, bad advice” those things were just holding me back from doing what I wanted to do before introduced into that world which was to have a good career, finish school, buy a house, and start a family. All my goals have been met, HAVE YOURS?
william"