Society dreams
So I have finished my semester and a magnificent job at that and I have been working a lot. I substituted for two days in behavior specialist's classroom for the Special Ed. kids and that was interesting... Kids running out of our classroom n into others, kids cussing and saying obsurd things and gestures. Its sad because they have so little motivation and so much negative energy. I wonder what they will make of themselves or what kind of havock they will stir up. I wonder how to change kids like that? Or where to stop it or change the court up. Then there are old friends that treated you worse then you could think of treating someone and they "realize" that they really lost a good friend. They apologize and try and make things seem as though they were never as bad as they were when really they don't even know how much I have come to figure out and put together of how much wrong damage they did. Not that I don't forgive... It is that i do not forget and they may be forgiven but they don't have another chance to ruin my life. I will just pray their life will come to know God sometime and really see that he is the way to happiness and he is the light because otherwise they will always be on the darkside...Anyways, I must get some ZZZzZZs after a long day of crazy kids shopping and the gym afterall tommorrow is the nail party.