Feb 21, 2005 11:01
So, yall know how much I love Mrs. Henderson, right! Well I felt like I was calling her way to much and stuff and so I sent her this...its horrible I wish I had never done it...
You wont be hearing from me for a while though, I feel like I call you way to much and plus my mom got mad at me because she hates the fact that I talk to you more than I do her. Also I need to start focusing more on my work and softball, not that I will get to play but thats what Im devoting my time to now, that and school. I hope that you will understand, this is something that I need to do, plus I dont like the fact that I miss you so much, like I dont even know why I miss you so much, but I was thinking last night that I need to get over the fact that you are gone and move on. I cant be upset all the time that you are far away, I know that as life goes on people that I love and care for deeply will come and go, look at my mom. I hope that Im not hurting your feelings, Im sure that you can agree to some of this. Just know that I love you so much and like I will talk to you but I wont call you like every single day or week! I like to send emails. Well I guess thats it, I really am sorry for this, but this is something that I need to do!
What should I do? I feel like crap for this, I feel like I lost my best friend, my mentor, my mom!