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right now I feel I have tons to say but no one to talk to... this is why I think (this sentence had been put on pause only because I thought my CAT had turned on the tap on her own, I ran over franticly only to realize it was only the above tenants, I return to find my kitten STANDING on my pizza (which was left by a friend who stayed over for the weekend!!!!)Split second of craziness) this live journal is fantastic. I type faster than I hand write making my thoughts easier to express. I love getting feed back and occasional advice- CONCLUSION: THIS THING is SO THERAPUTIC!
I have just come from work.. it is now 12:30am but I wasn't working... I was consoling. My boss is in the midst of breaking up with her no good, dead beat, verbally abusive boyfriend (can you tell I am a bit against him!?). I pretty much spent most of the night convincing her being single isn't that bad. Ok, so I'm not a 42 year old single mother of a crazy 5 year old child BUT I still believe breaking it off with him is a HEALTHY decision for her and her child! She thinks I am the WISEST strongest young person she knows but really, what I know I am and what she thinks I am is completely different. I am insightful. I am intuitive. I am not wise nor intelligent. Meaning I can't talk politics or compare surrealist artist. Or discuss the details of war. I can give my opinion on certain situations or advice on difficult complex relationships. Apparently EQ (emotional Quotient) is more important than I.Q. But there are times where my lack of intelligence can complicate important situations for me. It sucks feeling inadequate to people you really like. And I have to understand that intelligence is sometimes what they are looking for. I know I will find someone eventually who will appreciate me for who and what I am but it will take time. No pressure.. stress free.
I just feel happy to be where I am right now. At a fantastic creatively free job, have great supportive friends, and have two really cute cats surrounding me. i am happy. ( I am also a little tipsy... but besides that.. I am relatively happy.) AND THAT IS MY POINT.
THE END.
I have just come from work.. it is now 12:30am but I wasn't working... I was consoling. My boss is in the midst of breaking up with her no good, dead beat, verbally abusive boyfriend (can you tell I am a bit against him!?). I pretty much spent most of the night convincing her being single isn't that bad. Ok, so I'm not a 42 year old single mother of a crazy 5 year old child BUT I still believe breaking it off with him is a HEALTHY decision for her and her child! She thinks I am the WISEST strongest young person she knows but really, what I know I am and what she thinks I am is completely different. I am insightful. I am intuitive. I am not wise nor intelligent. Meaning I can't talk politics or compare surrealist artist. Or discuss the details of war. I can give my opinion on certain situations or advice on difficult complex relationships. Apparently EQ (emotional Quotient) is more important than I.Q. But there are times where my lack of intelligence can complicate important situations for me. It sucks feeling inadequate to people you really like. And I have to understand that intelligence is sometimes what they are looking for. I know I will find someone eventually who will appreciate me for who and what I am but it will take time. No pressure.. stress free.
I just feel happy to be where I am right now. At a fantastic creatively free job, have great supportive friends, and have two really cute cats surrounding me. i am happy. ( I am also a little tipsy... but besides that.. I am relatively happy.) AND THAT IS MY POINT.
THE END.