Jul 07, 2005 16:45
Coping, and trying not to think about it. I know that sounds awful, but right now I'm trying to enjoy Brown. I'm postponing really dealing with it until I am around people who understand. It doesn't always work, and it sounds really selfish, but frankly, its all that I can think to do right now.
Nighttime is the worst. My I Pod shuffel keeps playing Stranger like it has ESP and it knocks the wind out of me. So long as I'm not alone for a long period of time, I can keep functioning. I just need to make it to Saturday.
My mother needs to let me go.