I wonder
People get to play these great roles in spectacular environments. I am not a part of that. I dont know if I want to be, but I do want to be taken seriously where I am.
I am tired of being a character actor. I do not want to cry on key. I do not want to sing.
I wonder: Do I take AP Chem? Doctor Carrell says yes. Do I take AP History? Mr. Kratch says yes. Do I take AP English? My head says yes while my heart says 'Take Honors and get teh literature'. Do I take Hon Pre Calc? My head doesn't know. Neither does my teacher. Theatre 3? French 5? Chorus 3? Law? Creative Writing? Statistics? Phsychology? Film? International Affairs? Humanities? Too many options, not enough periods. Not enough time for homework.
Do I make up two homework assignments if I'll have an A in the class regardless?
Why am I not as respected here as I am at home. Isnt that the place with the best and the brightest?
How do I learn my lines when I cant learn my character.
How do I get through to graduation while still breathing.
And, is it Val or Blanche or Directing.
And if its directing, is it Honor or Marigolds or Independance or Eleemosnyary or something else?
I dunno. Whatever.
Oh. John Wilkes Booth. A thesis. Just a thought.
I am tired of being a character actor. I do not want to cry on key. I do not want to sing.
I wonder: Do I take AP Chem? Doctor Carrell says yes. Do I take AP History? Mr. Kratch says yes. Do I take AP English? My head says yes while my heart says 'Take Honors and get teh literature'. Do I take Hon Pre Calc? My head doesn't know. Neither does my teacher. Theatre 3? French 5? Chorus 3? Law? Creative Writing? Statistics? Phsychology? Film? International Affairs? Humanities? Too many options, not enough periods. Not enough time for homework.
Do I make up two homework assignments if I'll have an A in the class regardless?
Why am I not as respected here as I am at home. Isnt that the place with the best and the brightest?
How do I learn my lines when I cant learn my character.
How do I get through to graduation while still breathing.
And, is it Val or Blanche or Directing.
And if its directing, is it Honor or Marigolds or Independance or Eleemosnyary or something else?
I dunno. Whatever.
Oh. John Wilkes Booth. A thesis. Just a thought.