STRESS. whats new.
I can't handle everything that is going on lately. I am being pulled in so many different directions and I dont know where my priorities are. Everyone is telling me what is most important and they are all different things. I can't focus fully on any of my classes because they are all demanded so much. Im spread so thin all the time. Volleyball.. he says it should be most important too. And obviously work is also supposed to be important too. I can't handle it. Not at this pace at least for much longer. Im so behind on my work. im SOOOOOO behind on my sleep. Its incredible. I'm not actually sure how I function. I should use this opportunity to go do some work. I have an INSANE amount for this long weekend. Which i thought was going to be relaxing. At least monday, but nooooo. i have to do punkin chunkin... and PRACTICE. We have barely started our punkin chunker and by barely i mean we DEFINATLY haven't. Its kind of upsettting. I can't focus on it. or even try to help. I'm failing like everything. I am just starting to get some precalc. I HATE PHYSICS. I CANT DO IT! im so dumb this year. AP English, I wish I had time to try, I would do so good. Journalism is NOT an elective. It is so hard and also extremely demanding. I have a fulllll plate. But hey... this is going to be the rest of my life. I better get used to it.