My Decision: Gone
I've been thinking lately and decided to break away from this LJ. It's not that I don't enjoy being here, it's just that I created this journal in fandom of writing HaeHyuk and sharing it with the world (even though I know that my stories suck and they are all a failure). I've realized that as much as I love HaeHyuk, the feeling of wanting to write about them can change. I find myself reading less and less stories about them for the past year. During my time in school and my long hiatus, my muse has come down to as close as a zero. Thus I found myself wandering into another fandom.
Sometimes I wonder if me liking another fandom more than liking SuJu was a bad thing since I swore to love them more than any other band in the world. They brought me Kpop, they made me discover the feeling of loving another genre in music, they brought me tears and laughter through their wonderful moments. Truth to be told, I still love Super Junior. They're still my NO.1 kpop boy band that I love and adore--but I decided to break away a little and enjoy another fandom.
I don't know if this is supposed to be some sort of formal letter, to say goodbye or something, but I'm just giving my last words before leaving this Livejournal. Please have no fear, my account will still be active, I'll be lurking around, just not actively writing here on this account anymore. This was my main domain for my HaeHyuk fics, fics that I've never finished and I do feel a little bad about that, but I cannot bring this feeling along with me as I enjoy reading and writing for another fandom.
Thanks to those who supported me throughout my stay here on this journal. I know some of you might not even remember me, but heck it, it's okay. I think I've said everything I wanted to say, I think, sometimes I'm forgetful and forget to add some things but at a time like this, who can think straight? I can't even think straight at the moment. I know I always tell my friends to stay healthy, so PLEASE STAY HEALTHY EVERYONE! I'll make a promise and stay healthy as well.
If you really do miss me, you can always find me at AFF (I've moved there for a while now): BerrieDust
And my new account: topleasedusty feel free to visit my main domain for my new stories: exokingdom
This will be goodbye on mangoedust,
~~Dusty ♥
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