How should I feel...
I don't know how I should feel right now
overwhelmed
that I have the opportunity to take any step I want in life right now
go anywhere I want to go
scared
because the steps I want to take I will have to do alone
the world is so big
i just want some safety and comfort
and companionship
dissatisfied
with my job
but quiting is one of those huge steps because I do not know what I want to do
happy
I found a friend right in front of me that was always there
disappointed
in myself
I should have made a wiser choice
complacent
that right now nothing could go wrong, even though it feels like nothing is going right
quiet
I don't really want to talk
free
I want to go somewhere else
NYE is a start... I am not really looking forward to this particular party, just that I get to spend some time with my friends outside of Denver
London... buying my ticket tomorrow
the drive back from D.C. will be some time to think
overwhelmed
that I have the opportunity to take any step I want in life right now
go anywhere I want to go
scared
because the steps I want to take I will have to do alone
the world is so big
i just want some safety and comfort
and companionship
dissatisfied
with my job
but quiting is one of those huge steps because I do not know what I want to do
happy
I found a friend right in front of me that was always there
disappointed
in myself
I should have made a wiser choice
complacent
that right now nothing could go wrong, even though it feels like nothing is going right
quiet
I don't really want to talk
free
I want to go somewhere else
NYE is a start... I am not really looking forward to this particular party, just that I get to spend some time with my friends outside of Denver
London... buying my ticket tomorrow
the drive back from D.C. will be some time to think