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WELCOME TO MY DERP POST
i'm in one of my lame spells that hit me especially hard during the winter time where i just want to coccoon into my bed and hibernate for forever. IT MAKES ME PARTICULARLY ANTI-SOCIAL (more than usual, even!) and also makes me reflect too deeply about my life and where it's headed and why I can't ever decide what makes me happy. or that i'm not even sure how happy feels. sometimes i wonder if i'm so used to being unhappy that i don't even realize how depressed i really am. or maybe i'm so good at acting upbeat for others that i even have myself convinced. I DON'T KNOW THE ANSWERS and probably never will, so i wish i would stop thinking about lame shit and JUST LIVE MAH LIFFFFEEEE but I can't because it is cold and dark and wet outside and there is no sunshine or leaves on the trees
i wish i was a housecat, that'd be the sweet life. :T
i'm in one of my lame spells that hit me especially hard during the winter time where i just want to coccoon into my bed and hibernate for forever. IT MAKES ME PARTICULARLY ANTI-SOCIAL (more than usual, even!) and also makes me reflect too deeply about my life and where it's headed and why I can't ever decide what makes me happy. or that i'm not even sure how happy feels. sometimes i wonder if i'm so used to being unhappy that i don't even realize how depressed i really am. or maybe i'm so good at acting upbeat for others that i even have myself convinced. I DON'T KNOW THE ANSWERS and probably never will, so i wish i would stop thinking about lame shit and JUST LIVE MAH LIFFFFEEEE but I can't because it is cold and dark and wet outside and there is no sunshine or leaves on the trees
i wish i was a housecat, that'd be the sweet life. :T