Viewpoint of the world, from the audience
An assortment of random thoughts floating around in my head.
Making smoothies at blenderz has been so refreshing. Almost too much estrogen in the air, but the four of us are seniors, about to move on and still tangled in our own affairs of love and war. To each her own story. We get along, blending smoothies and wheatgrass and sharing about what's been going on.
Just today I walked past that grassy patch across the street from school and though most days I don't think about it, today I looked down and thought to three years back, lying there in the heat and beside traffic, bleeding all over the grass. We've come so far since then. All reason says I should have died three years ago and thats why I celebrate life and take pleasure in simple things I guess. One moment, and things can turn around. Amazing.
At the same time, life can be a drag. Religion has become quite the fad. It's odd how it works that they have to try to rub it in my face how great they're doing. Friendship fish? Friendship hair? You look retarded... what the fuck...
" I kissed Dating goodbye?" I feel fantastic.
All any girl could want is to be wanted. We do crazy things for that feeling that one is desired. By now any efforts would be wasted. I'd rather just be drunk in public or something.
Jesus loves me I know it. But I'm on break. Try again in three months.
Making smoothies at blenderz has been so refreshing. Almost too much estrogen in the air, but the four of us are seniors, about to move on and still tangled in our own affairs of love and war. To each her own story. We get along, blending smoothies and wheatgrass and sharing about what's been going on.
Just today I walked past that grassy patch across the street from school and though most days I don't think about it, today I looked down and thought to three years back, lying there in the heat and beside traffic, bleeding all over the grass. We've come so far since then. All reason says I should have died three years ago and thats why I celebrate life and take pleasure in simple things I guess. One moment, and things can turn around. Amazing.
At the same time, life can be a drag. Religion has become quite the fad. It's odd how it works that they have to try to rub it in my face how great they're doing. Friendship fish? Friendship hair? You look retarded... what the fuck...
" I kissed Dating goodbye?" I feel fantastic.
All any girl could want is to be wanted. We do crazy things for that feeling that one is desired. By now any efforts would be wasted. I'd rather just be drunk in public or something.
Jesus loves me I know it. But I'm on break. Try again in three months.