i wish you could give your kids invisible armor when they're born.

Oct 25, 2004 20:14

do you feel like you dont understand your life? cause im feeling it. and it makes me feel weird.

Im so effing exhausted i want to curl up in a ball and sleep my life away. Im getting sick of school, work and just about anyhting.

Im such a screwup with romances. why? I mean yeah im 15 why I should i care whether or not I act like a freakin retard around boys and screw up anyhting i can have with them. i have a serious problem. it makes me want to cry. yeah i get lonely..so why I feel like i have to push guys away when they get close? do i get scared? i dont know. im a weirdo. neat huh? i can be normal i swear. i use to not be like this acually. I use to be just fine.

Im watching the radio music awards. i really like it when they thank Jesus. thats pretty kool. When mal wins the country music award shes going to thank Jesus. thats one of the reason why i love her.

We voted today in school. i think everyone should vote. bc its kool.

Elton John is playign right now and im tlaking to Greg. two of my most favorite men.

Im not upset anymore. he makes me feel good all over.
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