Jan 09, 2006 14:39
well, my mom and sister are coming home today, whcih is good and bad.....i haven't seen them in a month, so i'm happy, because believe it or not, i did miss them....and on the other hand, my mom will be back to her usual self, always wanting to know what's going on, and always with the guilt trips.....today has been a pretty chilled day, i only had class till 12, so at least i get some much needed alone time........i'm sitting here in my living room, watching passions, and i have brandi my shih tzu sitting on my.....she's ony of my favourites, i love her soooo much!!!! my mom is also coming home with yet another puppy, i believe it's #8 now, so i think i officially have a full pack of dogs.....isn't that just wonderful :S
stacey is moving back to montreal on the 20th, she offered me $300 plus gas $ to drive her back, and i'm seriously considering it, but if anyone wants to come along for the ride, that would be great!!!! i'm just not 100% sure that i'm doing it yet.....
in other news, it's shefmans birthday soon, i'm debating if i should tell him happy birthday or not, i haven't talked to him since may, and he makes no effort.....whatever, i guess i will, just to be nice......i think too much.,,,,,, lol
yesterday my friend lauren from school and i went to see a psychic.....it was by far the coolest thing i've ever done. it was only $10 for both my palms to be read, and she said that i'll live till 87-97, have 2-3 kids, have one marriage that will not end in divorce or separation, and towards the middle of the year i'll have a great new relationship.......that's honestly one of the best things i've heard.....and i beileve her, too because she described me, and she honestly got everything, to a t. so hopefully she's right, but in any case, it definately helps me put everything into perspective and makes it much easier to grow up and move on!!!! so yay for that!!!!
okay, so steph, i'm sorry i didnt go to piccadilly's, i really wasn't feeling well.
also, I MISS ISRAEL, i miss everyone on my trip, i miss the whole damn thing.
I've decided that as soon as i'm done my course, which will be in march 2007, i'll work for a bit, get out of debt, and BUH-BYE!!! i'm out, moving to israel, on a kibbutz ulpan. i've made up my mind. i've wanted this for SO long, and i'm actually going to make it happen, regardless of what anyone else says. it's happening, and that's all there is to it.
My birthday is coming up in 14 days!!!! yay 20!!!! it's going to be the beginning of a whole new era, which is honestly a little scary, but in any case, bring it on, because i am ready to deal with it!!!! it's a little scary though, knowing that i'm going to be 20, and my mom got married and had me at 21. i honestly can't imagine how she did that, sure i think i'm mature, but only to an extent, not nearly ready for marriage or motherhood.....a little disturbing, to say the very least.
i'm not sure what to do for my birthday though, if we should all go out or if i shouldn't bother doing anytihng.......but if there are any suggestions, it would be very much appreciated!!!
ok, that's about it for me for the moment........