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so i'm all confused now
he pretty much told me how he's probably going to end up in a relationship with the nova scotia chick....so i said well then there's no point in us doing anything, if this is all going to happen over the break anyway....and he's like well, it doesn't mean i'm going to take this relationship seriously......
i'm sorry, but that's not how it works. i'm not there for convience only, even though he blatantly told me how he doesn't want a relationship, but i'm sorry, then why is he going to pursue a realtionship with some slutty chick who doesn't even live in the same province??? i'm taking that as he's just not necessarily interested in me, and just wants some ass.....so fuck that. i dont think i want that......its a different story if he wasn't pursuing a relationship with anyone, then fine, at least we're on the same page, but i'm not a home wrecker, and i don't play like that. so fuck that shit.
and better i decide this now, before my trip so i can go away, and just get away from all of this....and hopefully come back with a clean fresh look on everything, and put everything into perspective. so that is that. i need to start to froget about him, and start focusing on myself. my birthday is coming up, i'm starting a whole new era in my life by turning 20, and i don't need any petty horny boys pulling me down.
fuck it all.
that's what i've decided.
i am better than this!!
he pretty much told me how he's probably going to end up in a relationship with the nova scotia chick....so i said well then there's no point in us doing anything, if this is all going to happen over the break anyway....and he's like well, it doesn't mean i'm going to take this relationship seriously......
i'm sorry, but that's not how it works. i'm not there for convience only, even though he blatantly told me how he doesn't want a relationship, but i'm sorry, then why is he going to pursue a realtionship with some slutty chick who doesn't even live in the same province??? i'm taking that as he's just not necessarily interested in me, and just wants some ass.....so fuck that. i dont think i want that......its a different story if he wasn't pursuing a relationship with anyone, then fine, at least we're on the same page, but i'm not a home wrecker, and i don't play like that. so fuck that shit.
and better i decide this now, before my trip so i can go away, and just get away from all of this....and hopefully come back with a clean fresh look on everything, and put everything into perspective. so that is that. i need to start to froget about him, and start focusing on myself. my birthday is coming up, i'm starting a whole new era in my life by turning 20, and i don't need any petty horny boys pulling me down.
fuck it all.
that's what i've decided.
i am better than this!!