good morning
well, it's like 815 in the morning, ans should be getting ready to go to work, so i'll have to make this quick.....
all i can say is that one minute, i figure meh, fuck it all, i don't really care about gabe anymore, and then on the next minute, it all comes back. i hate how i'm all over the place with this. and all i want is to get things figured out with us.....he still thinks gary and i are together, but he's mostly just teasing me, and i finally flipped on him and told him how HE's in a relationship with this nova scotia chick that he buys calling cards to talk to and calls for hours everynight....so yah....he denies that, but whatever.....Tammy, if you ever see this chick, please beat her up for me!!!! thanks!!! lol
but yah, so last night i figured whatever, i'm just going to play it like i dont care anymore, and he picked up on that right away...... he's like "why are you so bitchy tonight?" so i just said, well, if you're allowed to be an asshole, then i'm allowed to be bitchy......
but yah, and then he was really flirty again, and the whle process starts over......it's starting to drive me nuts.
i dont want to like him at all......i want to go on my trip with an open mind, and meet new people, and not worry about anyone at home.
tat's how it's going to be.
so there.
all i can say is that one minute, i figure meh, fuck it all, i don't really care about gabe anymore, and then on the next minute, it all comes back. i hate how i'm all over the place with this. and all i want is to get things figured out with us.....he still thinks gary and i are together, but he's mostly just teasing me, and i finally flipped on him and told him how HE's in a relationship with this nova scotia chick that he buys calling cards to talk to and calls for hours everynight....so yah....he denies that, but whatever.....Tammy, if you ever see this chick, please beat her up for me!!!! thanks!!! lol
but yah, so last night i figured whatever, i'm just going to play it like i dont care anymore, and he picked up on that right away...... he's like "why are you so bitchy tonight?" so i just said, well, if you're allowed to be an asshole, then i'm allowed to be bitchy......
but yah, and then he was really flirty again, and the whle process starts over......it's starting to drive me nuts.
i dont want to like him at all......i want to go on my trip with an open mind, and meet new people, and not worry about anyone at home.
tat's how it's going to be.
so there.