Busted.
I can't bring myself to even want to finish this semester. I want it to be over, but I want to take no part in its happening.
In other news, I've been grumpy now for 3 days, two of which were gloriously sunny, and yet I couldn't even muster laughter or smiles unless they were brought on by snark "I pretty much hate everything" sarcastic conversations, which is my main defense mechanism for both pain and upsetness. My giveadamn is broken, and my anxiety hasn't gone away. I have no motivation, and frankly, could care less if I went to another class for the rest of the semester. I can't cheer up, and I can't shake this funk.
There could be worse things, I know, but right now I just feel like whining all the time - and no one wants to hear that.
I'll try not to post any more mopey things. Hopefully next time you hear from me, I will have either good news, or am so stressed that the mope is gone, replaced by caffeine, insomnia, and an intense desire to just get it all over with.
In other news, I've been grumpy now for 3 days, two of which were gloriously sunny, and yet I couldn't even muster laughter or smiles unless they were brought on by snark "I pretty much hate everything" sarcastic conversations, which is my main defense mechanism for both pain and upsetness. My giveadamn is broken, and my anxiety hasn't gone away. I have no motivation, and frankly, could care less if I went to another class for the rest of the semester. I can't cheer up, and I can't shake this funk.
There could be worse things, I know, but right now I just feel like whining all the time - and no one wants to hear that.
I'll try not to post any more mopey things. Hopefully next time you hear from me, I will have either good news, or am so stressed that the mope is gone, replaced by caffeine, insomnia, and an intense desire to just get it all over with.