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It's funny to be so drunk and to read my drunk ravings from the last year or so. At one vantage point it sounds insane but from another it sounds like I have a good outlook on things. It's kind of funny when I'm drunk, I can sort of let the real me out in the fact of how I write, more poetic and intelligent words. Makes me hate the fact that I've been drinking so much as of late. But in a way it's helped me realize how smart and resourceful I actually am. Also the fact that I refuse to discontinue the direction that I've been going. It's weird sometimes when I get so wasted like this I feel like I've tapped into some other conciousness inside of me that know which direction I need to go. I think that