Jun 27, 2004 23:08
tomorrow, i'm going to the cape .... PLEEEEEEEEEEEEASE someone call me !!! last time, no one did, and that made me fall asleep on the beach and that lead to a sunburn on the back of my legs and my back. bitches, all your fault. kidding. seriously though, someone should call me. if only for a little bit. it'll do just fine.
i want someone to have a party, so i can go. and so i can be all like "partaaaayy" and have a good time. cause i need to do something different than sit at joey's and watch nerds play halo all night, and then leave. i mean .. it's funny to a certain point. then it just gets gay. maybe i should just do what amanda does and bring a book and just read while i'm there and drink a gallon of water.
amanda, is your pee clear ? cause you'd think it would be when you drink so much water. it's a good idea though. water fills you up too, so that means you wouldn't have to eat. and that means you'd loose weight, probably, or just blow up like a fucking balloon from all the water. that made me think of what it would be like to really be a balloon .. kinda weird. but .. let's cross out the latter, and say you loose weight, maybe you'd be able to squeeze into them 0's.
but as i was saying. maybe i should just bring a book when i go to joey's and just chill and then if someone comes over to talk to me, we'd talk, and then when they'd leave again, i wouldn't be bored or sad, cause i'd just read.
i'll figure something out.
i also need to see missy very soon. hopefully i'll get to see her on tuesday at papa gino's, but if i don't .. what will i do with all this garbage that i got for her ?! it'll be tragic.
do you see how i start rambling like crazy when i'm really bored and tired ? it's weird, cause i'm not really saying anything worthy of an el jay entry, but it's still going in there, cause i'm just rambling, and rambling, and i'm just not stopping. it could just not go in an entry though, if i decide to delete it all when i'm done, but i hate doing that. i spend time doing something and then i just delete it. it sucks, even if what i deleted was just garbage, like the stuff i'm giving missy cause i love her, it still sucks to delete it cause i sit there and i'm like "aw man .. that sucks"
i need to go to sleep. and i'm gonna text amanda, cause i'm not gonna be able to read her crazy funny entries for 20 fucking dayyyysss .. one time, she disappeared off el jay, and dee jay and aim and everything, without saying anything, she just .. disappeared. and i got scurred. cause whenever i read her entries i'm like "ahhh, that was nice" cause she's so funny to "listen" to. but she's going to her aunts cause her mom and lenny are going on a cruise or something, and her aunt doesn't have a computer and she might not be able to get online for like 20 days, so i'm gonna text her.
alright, i'm gonna go. please call me tomorrow. it'll make me happy.
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