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so today, i hung out with maja all day.
we went to the pool around 12, and we were there till 2:30, and then we went home and took showers, and got all pretty, and eric called, and he came and got us, and we all went to nick's. he was nekkid :P
we went to the mall, cause we can do that, cause eric drives now. nick dropped off an application at american eagle and then .. we left. eric found a bouncy ball.
eric had to leave cause he had a basketball game. so me, maja, and nick just chilled at nick's and we watched aqua teen hunger force or whatever, and listened to TBS and just chilled. then we walked to nick's and .. chilled there for a while with him and mike paul. we watched some of edward scissorhand and haggard and i was at 2 strikes and i blew it and i was out. heh, yeeeaa ..
so after a while of chilling, we went to joey's and a bunch of people were there. it was so hot in his room, and we decided to go swim in his pool. and we did, in our underwear, and it was cool. i fucking hate tanlines, cause they're SO ugly ! like, when you have a tanline from a regular bathing suit, and you wear .. well, whatever, they're just ugly. make my butt look funny. we were in the water for a while, then our nipples got hard, and we took it as a sign to get out, and we did. except, everyone else's nipples were already hard.
we got out, got dry, went upstairs, and then i went downstairs cause i was gonna fix myself, but then i didn't, and then we had to leave. so i fixed myself in the car, no one saw (:
eric drove us home and .. now i'm here.
right when i got inside, the fucking bitch fest started, and my mom was actually about to shoot me in the face for multiple reasons.
1. why was my hair wet and my shirt was kinda wet too ?
2. why don't i ever eat food anymore ?
3. why am i always hanging out with boys ?
et cetera.
mom, i went swimming in my underwear and that is why my hair and my shirt is wet. i kinda like to have fun with my friends, and swimming in our underwear sounded like a good time, so that's why i did. i don't eat because i'm not hungry. if you keep eating, even when you're not hungry, you get fat. in case you didn't know, i have no desire, what so ever, of becoming fat, and this is why i don't eat all the time. why you never see me eat when i do, i don't know, maybe i'm not home, maybe you're not home, but there is absolutely no reason to get mad at me for that. i hang out with boys because .. i want to, because they're fun to hang out with, because i want to. i'm sure if you knew them like i do, you'd think they'd be a fun time too, but you don't, and you most likely won't, so please stop complaining, and let me hang out with whomever i want to. i can never win, cause when i'm miserable and depressed, and i don't hang out with anyone, you get mad at me for not seeing people, when i do see people and hang out with someone pretty much everyday, you're mad too.
oh man, and now i'm even more sad. fuckfuckfuuuck.
we went to the pool around 12, and we were there till 2:30, and then we went home and took showers, and got all pretty, and eric called, and he came and got us, and we all went to nick's. he was nekkid :P
we went to the mall, cause we can do that, cause eric drives now. nick dropped off an application at american eagle and then .. we left. eric found a bouncy ball.
eric had to leave cause he had a basketball game. so me, maja, and nick just chilled at nick's and we watched aqua teen hunger force or whatever, and listened to TBS and just chilled. then we walked to nick's and .. chilled there for a while with him and mike paul. we watched some of edward scissorhand and haggard and i was at 2 strikes and i blew it and i was out. heh, yeeeaa ..
so after a while of chilling, we went to joey's and a bunch of people were there. it was so hot in his room, and we decided to go swim in his pool. and we did, in our underwear, and it was cool. i fucking hate tanlines, cause they're SO ugly ! like, when you have a tanline from a regular bathing suit, and you wear .. well, whatever, they're just ugly. make my butt look funny. we were in the water for a while, then our nipples got hard, and we took it as a sign to get out, and we did. except, everyone else's nipples were already hard.
we got out, got dry, went upstairs, and then i went downstairs cause i was gonna fix myself, but then i didn't, and then we had to leave. so i fixed myself in the car, no one saw (:
eric drove us home and .. now i'm here.
right when i got inside, the fucking bitch fest started, and my mom was actually about to shoot me in the face for multiple reasons.
1. why was my hair wet and my shirt was kinda wet too ?
2. why don't i ever eat food anymore ?
3. why am i always hanging out with boys ?
et cetera.
mom, i went swimming in my underwear and that is why my hair and my shirt is wet. i kinda like to have fun with my friends, and swimming in our underwear sounded like a good time, so that's why i did. i don't eat because i'm not hungry. if you keep eating, even when you're not hungry, you get fat. in case you didn't know, i have no desire, what so ever, of becoming fat, and this is why i don't eat all the time. why you never see me eat when i do, i don't know, maybe i'm not home, maybe you're not home, but there is absolutely no reason to get mad at me for that. i hang out with boys because .. i want to, because they're fun to hang out with, because i want to. i'm sure if you knew them like i do, you'd think they'd be a fun time too, but you don't, and you most likely won't, so please stop complaining, and let me hang out with whomever i want to. i can never win, cause when i'm miserable and depressed, and i don't hang out with anyone, you get mad at me for not seeing people, when i do see people and hang out with someone pretty much everyday, you're mad too.
oh man, and now i'm even more sad. fuckfuckfuuuck.