Feb 24, 2010 22:20
♥♥♥ Star 6 ♥♥♥
”Why the hell did I say that?” He lay down on the grass and gazed up towards the sky. The sky was painted midnight blue and together with the round full moon, millions of stars lit the sky beautifully. He actually enjoyed the view if not for the complications he has gotten into.
Three words.
Lee Seung Hyun
It didn’t matter that he was known as Seung Ri, Victory, V.I, Baby and many other names to him Seung Ri would just be Seung Hyun, a boy who came to Seoul to fulfill his dream. The one person he would want to protect, to call his, to embrace, to shower him with all the love he felt just thinking of him.
“Argh!” He ruffled his hair in annoyance sitting up. It was those thoughts that got him in the first place. If he didn’t feel this way, he wouldn’t have reacted like this when Seung Ri was kissed by Taeyang and then kissed the said guy back.
Clenching his fits until his knuckles turned white he hit the ground hard and looked for something to throw into the running river. It ran below him washing away everything but his frustration.
“Ji Yong hyung?” Forgetting all the emotions boiling in him for a while he looked up only to meet a pair worried and sad eyes, and just like that even if he was angry, annoyed or frustrated all those feelings left replaced with worry. What love did to people? Sighing he attempt to bring a assuring smile upon his face.
“Hi, Seung Ri, what’s wrong?”
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A few minutes before
”What did you do, you ask? Well Seung Ri, you just broke your soon-to-be-lover’s heart.” Top commented dryly.
“Huh?” He just sat there gaping, lost like a pup.
“Don’t huh us, maknae. We didn’t go on this trip for nothing you know. Seung Ri, Ji Yong likes you, no he loves you and you like him- love him too.” Taeyang put up a hand stopping Seung Ri from talking back and continued his speech. “You so can’t deny that, I had to kiss someone apart from my boyfriend twice for the two of you and I don’t even know where the second kiss came from!”
“I’m sorry…” He murmured barely hearable and suddenly found the floor the most interesting thing right now.
“Seung Ri,” Daesung said with a soft voice making Seung Ri looking at him automatically. “It isn’t Taeyang or us you have to apologize to. You know as clearly as me that you owe Ji Yong hyung an apology and a confession.” He winked when he said the last word and made Seung Ri blushed and he looked away again.
“But what if he doesn’t feel the same-“ A gentle hand landed on his head and messed up his hair.
“I swear, the two of you are competing to see who can be the densest person or you guys are blinder than idiots.” Top snickered and gave Seung Ri’s head a push making him frown.
“Love is blind!” Daesung exclaimed excitedly as Top shook his head and Taeyang let out a tired sighed.
“Well not exactly, but not the point.” Taeyang dismissed him before he pointed at Seung Ri. “The point is that, you have to go out and talk to Ji Yong. We won’t let the two of you come in until you have confessed.” Taeyang stated leaving no room for argument, but being the stubborn Seung Ri, he still protested.
“B-“
“No buts, maknae!” Top interrupted him before he even started. “Now take this,” Something was dumped into Seung Ri’s hands before he was shoved out the door abruptly. “Make us proud!” Daesung waved at him before the door was slammed right in his face.
“I so lucky to have hyungs like them,” he muttered sarcastically. It wasn’t until now that he relized what his hyungs have shoved into his hands. A blanket. “Geesh, they didn’t even let me dress properly before pushing me out.” Shaking his head dejectedly he made his way to the shadow sitting by the river.
No matter where or when, and at any time he would recognize him. No matter what he wore, a small glance would be all Seung Ri need to recognize him. Ji Yong could never surprise him either; just a small touch would give him away. His scent was more unique than any aroma he has come across.
His shadow was just another thing he would recognize. He has been watching him after all, from far away and there were no dirty intentions behind. All he wanted was getting closer to him, taking their friend-brother-relationship and turned it up a level.
Sighing Seung Ri walked closer towards his hyung, but hesitated when Ji Yong suddenly sat up ruffling his hair. He always found that cute. Ji Yong would always ruffle his hair when he was annoyed or frustrated and it made his job as the annoying maknae really funny. Closing the gap between them he finally makes his presense known.
“Ji Yong hyung?” Seung Ri looked at him worried. According to his hyung’s face, he was mad. However, as fast he recognized, his anger was replaced with worry and he received a small forced smile.
“Hi, Seung Ri, what’s wrong?” ‘You are’… he wanted to say, but kept his mouth shut. Instead he took the blanket and wrapped it around him earning a shocked stare.
“It’s cold, hyung. You didn’t bring a jacket.” He answered the stare and was about to move away, when his wrist was caught in a grip.
“Join me.” The grip loosened and Ji Yong patted the spot beside him. “You didn’t bring a jacket either.” He pointed out and knowing that he was right, Seung Ri sighed and sat down beside his hyung. Ji Yong wrapped the blanket around the two of them bringing them closer. “Bodyheat,” he stated, as if to single the reason for his actions. Which wasn’t really necessary because Seung Ri didn’t need an excise when he was really enjoying the closeness, but of course Ji Yong didn’t know.
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Just like that the two of them sat there in silent, enjoying the view in darkness lightened by the small lights from the distance stars and the round, full moon. While the sound of the running water didn’t cover their breathing a bit because of the closeness. Both could hear heartbeats singing loud and cleary showing how their owners were feeling, but neither knew if it was their own heartbeat or the other one’s.
Thinking that Seung Ri wouldn’t notice, Ji Yong stole a couple of glances at him when he wasn’t looking. In turn Seung Ri did the same, watching his hyung close up in secret. Nevertheless, fate wouldn’t let the comfortable silence between them continue. As if on cue the two of them caught the other watching, and an awkward silence fell upon them. It didn’t last long before Ji Yong’s laugh lifted the mood with Seung Ri’s laughter joining moments later.
Their laughter died in a comfortable silence, it was soon broken again when Ji Yong gazed up towards the sky and mused: “The stars are very clear today.” Seung Ri smiled and leaned towards Ji Yong resting his head against his hyung’s shoulder.
“Yeah… they are really pretty.” Ji Yong being too busy being shocked over Seung Ri’s movement didn’t pay attention to what he said. However, seeing the peaceful expression Seung Ri wore, Ji Yong just smiled leaned against him too.
Maybe he should just ask him. It wouldn’t be that hard right? They have always been spending a lot of time together, and he loved that. It seemed like Seung Ri like the time they spent together too. What was the worst that could happen? Well he would say no and everything would become awkward between them. But they would get past that, wouldn’t they? Fine, they would be awkward around each other for a while but they were friends, family, and heck brothers. If he didn’t feel the same way, they would just have to work it out and he would try and forget it. Even though he knew that his feelings would never change.
‘Come on, Ji Yong!’ He encouraged himself. ‘You can and have to do it now or you will never get the chance again.’
“Seung Ri, I have something to tell you,” He muttered after having gathered up enough courage to confess to him... “I-” ... but only to be interrupted and ignored by a very excited maknae. Seung Ri sat up abruptly.
“Hyung! Hyung! Look, look, there are two shooting stars!” He exclaimed loudly and pointed towards the star. “Hurry! Wish something!” Seung Ri folded his hands and shut his eyes wishing with all his might.
I wish we would stay like this forever. Seung Ri stole a glance at his hyung, who seemed to be wishing deeply too.
I wish he would say yes. Please say yes!
“Seung Ri, I like you.” Ji Yong blurted out, “No...” but muttered lowly. “I really, really like you.” He started again before he changed his mind again. “Well, more accurate would be I love you because I can’t really imagine spending my whole life with someone else, but of course if you don’t feel the same way... then it’s fine really. I don’t want you to feel pressured or anything. So what do think, will you be my boyfriend?” He closed his eyes as he begged for the answer silently. Please say yes. Please say yes. Please say yes.
“Do you really mean it?” Seung Ri whispered quietly, which made Ji Yong looked up at him. His eyes shone with sincerity.
“Yes, I really do.” Slowly Ji Yong moved forward and gently cupped Seung Ri’s face and tipped it towards himself and brought it closer. His eyes were set on Seung Ri’s. Unconsciously, Ji Yong’s tongue trailed around his mouth as he brought Seung Ri’s lips closer and closer until they met.
It started gentle and innocently, but since none of them backed out the kiss became passionate. Both fought for the dominance of the kiss. Their lips glued together. Arms entangled around each other’s neck or waist. The kiss as passionate as it could be could only last as long as their air supply ran out.
“So your answer?” Ji Yong murmured seducing against the younger boy’s ear. The kiss was great and he really hadn’t expected him to respond. However, he wanted to do more and explore more of the boy in front of him. Feeling very bold, not incecured like he was before the confession, he let his hand gently caressed his cheeks and said confidently in a teasing way. “The mighty maknae of Big Bang, Lee Seung Hyun can’t say yes? From what I see you seemed to quite enjoy the kiss, didn’t you?” Ji Yong chuckled as Seung Ri pushed him and pouted.
”Yah! Don’t tease me or I’ll change my answer to no!” Ji Yong beamed.
”That’s means your answer is yes!!” Before Seung Ri could react, he was tackled down and the two of them ended up wrestling each other on the ground.
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“Your answer is yes, right?” The insecurity still filled him, even though he knew the answer. The need to hear the words coming out of his mouth was killing him.
“Yes, of course.” Seung Ri smiled and with his insecurity was lifted from his body replaced with warmth and happiness. His arms guided Seung Ri to sit in front of him leaning his back against his chest with his arms wrapped around him tightly.
“I can’t tell you how happy I am right now.” Ji Yong nuzzled Seung Ri’s hair.
“How about showing me?”
“Oh, being naughty now, are we?” Ji Yong answered teasingly, but still kissed the top of the younger boy’s head. “Tell me what did you wish for?”
“No.” Seung Ri answered firmly, which surprised him.
“Why?”
“Because it won’t come true then...”
“I’ll make it come true anyway.” Ji Yong announced determinedly. He would do anything for him.
“You’ll die...” Seung Ri mumbled sadly and tried to move away but Ji Yong held him closely, but stayed quiet to let his maknae continue. “I heard that when a star falls and become a shooting star, that means that a person dies and they will fulfill you wish. So if you fulfilled mine you will die.”
Ji Yong remained silently during the whole explanation, but couldn’t help but frowned at the sadness that painted his lover’s face.
“I won’t die, my star is up there besides yours, shining brightly and it won’t come down any time soon. Besides I can’t afford to die now, can I? I just got you.” He ruffled Seung Ri’s hair and cupped his face again before giving him a peck on the lips. “Now will you tell me your wish? It’s okay if you don’t though. Mine was for you to say yes to become my boyfriend, and it came true, didn’t it?” Seung Ri smiled and nodded. Shyly he looked away and revealed his wish.
“I wish that we would stay like this forever, being together forever.”
“That’s not hard. I have no intention of letting you go ever. I’ll promise you this, when your star falls I’ll fall with you, then we will grant a couple their wishes like the pair of shooting stars we saw today.”
“I love you.” Seung Ri declared his love and snuggled against him wrapping his arms around his back. Smiling Ji Yong declared his love too,
“I love you too, but never kiss anyone else again. I don’t care if it is a game.” The last part was said possessively and jealousy was spotted behind the statement.
“I didn’t like it when you kissed Top either.” Seung Ri said in a playful voice, but was soon cut off as Ji Yong’s lips were attacking his.
“You kissed Taeyang twice...” He mumbled between the kiss. “And you need to be punished now. Are you ready to be naughty?”
Seung Ri smirked and more than happy welcomed his punishment.
Well this is the end. Once again I'm sorry that the last couples of updates have been really late.
Life and school is keeping me busy :(
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s: a wish upon a star,
f: big bang,
p: ji yong/seung ri