Never Meant To Be [OneShot - GRi] (Sequel)
Seung Ri was there. He stood a few meters behind Ji Yong hidden by the apple trees. Looking at his hyung kneeling on the grass with tears pooling out his eyes hurt him. Seung Ri never wanted his hyung to be unhappy because of him. What could he do? He had already left him; leaving everything he loved the most. Still why did he feel that he was doing something wrong? The reason why Mr. YG didn’t let him meet Big Bang anymore was crystal clear. Mr. YG was afraid that he might create a scandal with Ji Yong. But then it was only him who loves Ji Yong. A one-sided love. It was different now. Ji Yong loves him too. He fucking loves him too!
Seung Ri sighed and sat down leaning against the hard, cold tree and hugged his knees, resting his head on them. “Why hyung? Why do you have to tell me that you love me now?” He mumbled to himself, shaking his head. “Why couldn’t you tell me that before? Before you and her became one? Why couldn’t you move on earlier? Why did you tell me this when it is too late for us?” Unknowingly, tears ran away from him. “Hyung, I’m sorry, but we can’t be together.”
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“Why?” That voice! Seung Ri looked up only to reveal a crying Ji Yong. “Why can’t we stay together?!” He exclaimed loudly standing only a few feet away from Seung Ri.
“I, hyung-“ Seung Ri started but Ji Yong didn’t let him finish.
“Why, Ri?! You listened to everything you where here the whole time! Still you don’t want to see me?!?!?” He rose abruptly. How could Ji Yong say that? Did he know how much he had missed him?!
“Hyung, that’s not it!” Seung Ri didn’t want Ji Yong to misunderstand him. However, he couldn’t tell him the truth. If he did, who knew what he would have done? Anyhow, Seung Ri knew that whatever Ji Yong would have done would cost him his career which Seung Ri worked hard to let him keep it.
“Then what is it?!?!” Ji Yong came up to Seung Ri and shook him.
“I-“ He took a deep breathe. “I d-don’t… Idon’tloveyou!” Seung Ri struggled out with high difficulty and one didn’t need to look at him too see that he was lying. Ji Yong who stood right in front of him could see through it easily.
In a flash Seung Ri was slammed into the tree behind. Ji Yong’s hand held his collar. He could see anger whelmed up in his hyung, but it died as soon as awoke. The grip Ji Yong had on his collar loosened and he buried his face in chest. Seung Ri could feel his shirt getting wet. Once again he had to see the love of his life get heartbroken. However, he was the cause of the heartbreak this time. ‘What am I doing?’
“Why?” Ji Yong sobbed after a while still having his head buried in his chest. “Why did you have to make me love you and then tell me that you don’t love me?” He continued to ask, but Seung Ri couldn’t answer him. “I don’t believe you!” Ji Yong suddenly exclaimed and pushed himself away from Seung Ri.
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With his fits clenched and his teeth breaking themselves he resisted the urge to grab his hyung. Wrapping him in his arms and hugged him tightly. Wiping away the tears he was the source to. Pressing his own lips against his sweet, lovely, pink ones.
“Why do you love me hyung? Are you sure it isn’t just a pace you’re going through?” Seung Ri couldn’t resist the urge to ask the question that dwelled deep inside him, ever since Ji Yong confessed his love to him. He knew that he really loved Ji Yong deeply and that it wasn’t going to change, but somewhere deep within he doubted. Doubted Ji Yong’s feeling.
“What are you saying?” He exclaimed. “Are you saying that you don’t believe me?” Ji Yong really couldn’t believe what Seung Ri said, and Seung Ri himself couldn’t really believe it either? “What can I do, Lee Seung Hyun? What can I do to make you believe me?”
“I-“ Seung Ri started but couldn’t continue. Ji Yong’s lips were pressed harshly at his and he could feel himself melt. It felt so good even though Ji Yong was harsh and it didn’t take long before Seung Ri kissed back. The harsh kiss turned softly and then passionately, but when Ji Yong wanted to move further Seung Ri pushed him away. A person hunted Seung Ri.
“Seung Ri?” Ji Yong looked at him confused and Seung Ri looked down. He didn’t dare to look at him and slowly tears formed in his eyes.
“H-Hyung, I- I can’t.” the words struggled out Seung Ri and his legs collapsed under him. Taking Ji Yong with whose arms was wrapped around him warmly, but he couldn’t feel its warmth.
“I kissed you and you kissed me back!” Ji Yong exclaimed shooking him a bit. “Seung Ri everything you did for me? Helping me. Taking care of me. Everything you did to help me forget her. Was it a lie?! Everything was a lie…” His hyung, his crush, the love of his life trailed off and he couldn’t make himself protest. He wanted to say no so badly. He wanted to scream it out. Let him know that it wasn’t lie, nothing was. The one he really loved was him, and would always be him.
“Hyung, I’m sorry, I’m really-“ Seung Ri knew he would regret it the moment he started to apologize. Ji Yong who had retreated away from him, just shook his head and didn’t listen to him.
“I can’t believe you! I hate you!” Ji Yong sniffed and ran away heartbroken again. He couldn’t keep a hold of himself either. Right there and then his knees broke down and he looked up to the sky and screamed. Letting his anger, the frustration that he was feeling.
Why was everything against him? First, he discovered that he loved his hyung and seconds later he got together with a girl. Second, he thought that the break up would do him some good, but that led to the doomed in his career. Third, now that his love finally confessed and felt the same he had to turn him down.
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Soo Jung the little girl who was there the whole time finally revealed herself from the tree she was hiding behind and went towards Seung Ri. She too had her own tears. Even though she was just a five years old little girl, she could still feel the sadness that were drowning the two boys she looked up as her big brothers.
“Ri-Ri is sad?” She asked cutely and tilted her head to the side. Somehow Seung Ri managed to force out a little smile. “Is Ji-Ji sad too?” The smile disappeared as she mentioned that name. “Make love?” His eyes widen. What in the world was she talking about? She was only five. Looking at Seung Ri’s confused and shocked expression, Soo Jung made a thinking face tapping her index finger against her chin. “Make love… make down… make up! Make up!” She smiled, and Seung Ri couldn’t help but giggled at her cuteness.
“You want me and Ji-Ji to make up.” Seung Ri said and raised taking Soo Jung with him. He held her in his arms and she gave him a big hug and nodded. Make love, those words played around on his head but he pushed them away. “Come on, it’s late I’ll get you home.” Seung Ri started to walk but Soo Jung moved around and tried to make him stop. “Soo Jung?” He said as he put her down and she immediately went away from him.
“Ji-Ji forgot.” She mumbled and held something. Seung Ri’s widened as he saw the box but soon they fell down.
“Give it to me.” Seung Ri muttered sadly and stared at the lonely box who had lost its owner. However, Soo Jung just shook her head and took Seung Ri’s hand and started to walk slowly while she made sure that the box and the thing that was inside didn’t get ruin. Sadly, Seung Ri followed Soo Jung and he couldn’t keep his eyes away from the box. His birthday. It was Ji Yong’s birthday and he just made it into hell. He sighed in depressed and didn’t know what to do anymore.
“Maybe it was never meant for us, hyung.” Maybe us didn’t and would never exist.
Sorry but this is the end, I don't know how to continue it.
Seung Ri sighed and sat down leaning against the hard, cold tree and hugged his knees, resting his head on them. “Why hyung? Why do you have to tell me that you love me now?” He mumbled to himself, shaking his head. “Why couldn’t you tell me that before? Before you and her became one? Why couldn’t you move on earlier? Why did you tell me this when it is too late for us?” Unknowingly, tears ran away from him. “Hyung, I’m sorry, but we can’t be together.”
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“Why?” That voice! Seung Ri looked up only to reveal a crying Ji Yong. “Why can’t we stay together?!” He exclaimed loudly standing only a few feet away from Seung Ri.
“I, hyung-“ Seung Ri started but Ji Yong didn’t let him finish.
“Why, Ri?! You listened to everything you where here the whole time! Still you don’t want to see me?!?!?” He rose abruptly. How could Ji Yong say that? Did he know how much he had missed him?!
“Hyung, that’s not it!” Seung Ri didn’t want Ji Yong to misunderstand him. However, he couldn’t tell him the truth. If he did, who knew what he would have done? Anyhow, Seung Ri knew that whatever Ji Yong would have done would cost him his career which Seung Ri worked hard to let him keep it.
“Then what is it?!?!” Ji Yong came up to Seung Ri and shook him.
“I-“ He took a deep breathe. “I d-don’t… Idon’tloveyou!” Seung Ri struggled out with high difficulty and one didn’t need to look at him too see that he was lying. Ji Yong who stood right in front of him could see through it easily.
In a flash Seung Ri was slammed into the tree behind. Ji Yong’s hand held his collar. He could see anger whelmed up in his hyung, but it died as soon as awoke. The grip Ji Yong had on his collar loosened and he buried his face in chest. Seung Ri could feel his shirt getting wet. Once again he had to see the love of his life get heartbroken. However, he was the cause of the heartbreak this time. ‘What am I doing?’
“Why?” Ji Yong sobbed after a while still having his head buried in his chest. “Why did you have to make me love you and then tell me that you don’t love me?” He continued to ask, but Seung Ri couldn’t answer him. “I don’t believe you!” Ji Yong suddenly exclaimed and pushed himself away from Seung Ri.
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With his fits clenched and his teeth breaking themselves he resisted the urge to grab his hyung. Wrapping him in his arms and hugged him tightly. Wiping away the tears he was the source to. Pressing his own lips against his sweet, lovely, pink ones.
“Why do you love me hyung? Are you sure it isn’t just a pace you’re going through?” Seung Ri couldn’t resist the urge to ask the question that dwelled deep inside him, ever since Ji Yong confessed his love to him. He knew that he really loved Ji Yong deeply and that it wasn’t going to change, but somewhere deep within he doubted. Doubted Ji Yong’s feeling.
“What are you saying?” He exclaimed. “Are you saying that you don’t believe me?” Ji Yong really couldn’t believe what Seung Ri said, and Seung Ri himself couldn’t really believe it either? “What can I do, Lee Seung Hyun? What can I do to make you believe me?”
“I-“ Seung Ri started but couldn’t continue. Ji Yong’s lips were pressed harshly at his and he could feel himself melt. It felt so good even though Ji Yong was harsh and it didn’t take long before Seung Ri kissed back. The harsh kiss turned softly and then passionately, but when Ji Yong wanted to move further Seung Ri pushed him away. A person hunted Seung Ri.
“Seung Ri?” Ji Yong looked at him confused and Seung Ri looked down. He didn’t dare to look at him and slowly tears formed in his eyes.
“H-Hyung, I- I can’t.” the words struggled out Seung Ri and his legs collapsed under him. Taking Ji Yong with whose arms was wrapped around him warmly, but he couldn’t feel its warmth.
“I kissed you and you kissed me back!” Ji Yong exclaimed shooking him a bit. “Seung Ri everything you did for me? Helping me. Taking care of me. Everything you did to help me forget her. Was it a lie?! Everything was a lie…” His hyung, his crush, the love of his life trailed off and he couldn’t make himself protest. He wanted to say no so badly. He wanted to scream it out. Let him know that it wasn’t lie, nothing was. The one he really loved was him, and would always be him.
“Hyung, I’m sorry, I’m really-“ Seung Ri knew he would regret it the moment he started to apologize. Ji Yong who had retreated away from him, just shook his head and didn’t listen to him.
“I can’t believe you! I hate you!” Ji Yong sniffed and ran away heartbroken again. He couldn’t keep a hold of himself either. Right there and then his knees broke down and he looked up to the sky and screamed. Letting his anger, the frustration that he was feeling.
Why was everything against him? First, he discovered that he loved his hyung and seconds later he got together with a girl. Second, he thought that the break up would do him some good, but that led to the doomed in his career. Third, now that his love finally confessed and felt the same he had to turn him down.
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Soo Jung the little girl who was there the whole time finally revealed herself from the tree she was hiding behind and went towards Seung Ri. She too had her own tears. Even though she was just a five years old little girl, she could still feel the sadness that were drowning the two boys she looked up as her big brothers.
“Ri-Ri is sad?” She asked cutely and tilted her head to the side. Somehow Seung Ri managed to force out a little smile. “Is Ji-Ji sad too?” The smile disappeared as she mentioned that name. “Make love?” His eyes widen. What in the world was she talking about? She was only five. Looking at Seung Ri’s confused and shocked expression, Soo Jung made a thinking face tapping her index finger against her chin. “Make love… make down… make up! Make up!” She smiled, and Seung Ri couldn’t help but giggled at her cuteness.
“You want me and Ji-Ji to make up.” Seung Ri said and raised taking Soo Jung with him. He held her in his arms and she gave him a big hug and nodded. Make love, those words played around on his head but he pushed them away. “Come on, it’s late I’ll get you home.” Seung Ri started to walk but Soo Jung moved around and tried to make him stop. “Soo Jung?” He said as he put her down and she immediately went away from him.
“Ji-Ji forgot.” She mumbled and held something. Seung Ri’s widened as he saw the box but soon they fell down.
“Give it to me.” Seung Ri muttered sadly and stared at the lonely box who had lost its owner. However, Soo Jung just shook her head and took Seung Ri’s hand and started to walk slowly while she made sure that the box and the thing that was inside didn’t get ruin. Sadly, Seung Ri followed Soo Jung and he couldn’t keep his eyes away from the box. His birthday. It was Ji Yong’s birthday and he just made it into hell. He sighed in depressed and didn’t know what to do anymore.
“Maybe it was never meant for us, hyung.” Maybe us didn’t and would never exist.
Sorry but this is the end, I don't know how to continue it.