Title: Five Years Anniversary = Marriage?
Author: mangalover93
Character: Big Bang + OC from
X-SOOPairing: Daesung <3 Je Soo = DaeJe
Disclaimer: Unfortunately I don't own big bang or know big bang
Summary: It is their five years anniversary and it seems like Daesung forgot it...
Rating: PG
Genre: Romance, Angst,
Author note:
-The whole one-shot is in Je Soo's POV
-This is written for my friend Je Soo (
flowerpower93 )
-This can be counted as a side story to
X-SOO)
-Please comment and enjoy ^^
Five Years Anniversary = Marriage?
Today is the day. It has been five years now, since I and him got together. We have moved together and are living happily. I don’t know if I want to move on to the next step, but maybe I’m not ready yet. This day is special I can’t let this thought bring me down. I shake that thought away and walk out to the kitchen. Daesung has probably gone of to work. He has been working for two years now, and he is the a candidate to take our the DD-Toys Company. I smiled as I saw that I note was on the table. It reads:
Morning, babe
I’m going to be late today, sorry
But it was urgent.
I’ll try to get home soon.
Don’t wait for me,
Love you honey.
Your doreamon,
Daesung
Sighing I walk back to my room. Now I’m depressed. He forgot it. He forgot our five years anniversary! How could he? I mean a boyfriend should never forget anniversaries or their girlfriend’s birthday, that’s a crime. Well it can’t be it, maybe he’ll remember it if he sees that I’m doing something different today. He has to. “Well then, what am I going to do?” I think out loud, there is only me in the apartment now. “Okay.” I clapped my hands together after making up my mind. I’ll clean the whole apartment first, then I’ll cook all our favorites dishes and decorate the apartment. If he sees that he just has to remember what day it is. “Fighting!” I cheered myself on. Thinking back I can’t believe that we have been together for five years now. I mean we went through a lot just to be together and along the way our love has been tested countless of times. It was like yesterday that we became a couple during our college years. I remember it so clearly…
Flashback
I am staring at the board but my mind is wandering on its own. No matter how I try to give up on him, my mind and my heart won’t. He would still be in my heart and on my mind, even if I try to push him away. Why I should give up on him? It is because he is taken. Taken by my biggest enemy, Lee Hyori. She is a bitch and that’s final. There isn’t a person on Earth who are as stupid, dumb, selfish, remorseless, weird, crazy and I could still keep this list on going but I don’t want to waste my time insulting her. She isn’t worth my time. Right now I have to concentrate on stop loving him, Kang Daesung. The hottest, funniest and friendliest boy I have ever met in my life. He is so nice to me and would always talk to me in Biology, since we are partners in that class. Still he would talk to me if we pass by each other in the hall or when we are eating in the canteen. However, each time that bitch would come and ruin the moment. Sometimes he gives me a feeling that tells me that he likes me too, but then the feeling goes away when he is together with that bitch. I think everyone knows that I like him, even that whore, but not him. I even like him before he became hers!
“Yah! Je Soo! How many times do I have to call you?”
“Huh?” I am taken away from my thoughts and I’m looking at my friend Soo Jung.
“Don’t huh me. You were thinking about Daesung again!” She said annoyed and sat down beside me. Did the lesson end already?
“No, I was not!” I protest but clearly not to confidently, because my other friend Mi Soo comments.
“Yes you were. It’s all over your face.” Busted.
“So loser, why don’t you just confess your feelings and get over with it.” So Ah mumbles, not really listening to us. She is busy with her computer.
“Bitch! You know that he has a GIRLFRIEND already!” I shout at her. She can always get on my nerves, but she is still one of my best friends. I guess that’s how we get along.
“But you know she is right, if you have confessed your feelings earlier you would be his girlfriend and not that stupid asshole.” Ji Soo hisses. She hates Hyori as much as I do because Hyori has tried to steal Taeyang away from her.
“Okay, I know, but I can’t change that now.” I mumbled tiredly and get off from my chair. It is lunchtime.
“Promise us that you will confess your feelings if Daesung and that slut break up.” Soo Jung suddenly demands.
“Why?”
“Just promise!” The four girls order me.
“Fine! I promise! Happy?” They just smile at me and continue walking. We walk to our usual place in the canteen and the other girls find their boyfriends while I’m alone.
“Hi,” I greet Seung Ri, Ji Yong, Taeyang and Seung Hyun.
“Hello,” They greet back and make their own greet with my friends. I have nothing against it, but I’m really jealous when I watch all of them all lovey-dovey with each other.
“Guys, I’m going to the bathroom.” I say and rise from my seat.
“Want me to come with you?” Soo Jung asks getting ready to go.
“Why do you girls always go to bathroom together?” Seung Ri asks her.
“That’s just how we are honey.” She smiles at him and gives him a kiss on his cheek before coming after me. I just shakes my head.
“I’m waiting outside, Soo Jung!” I yell before leaving the bathroom. However, I find myself hiding when I see Daesung and that person talking seriously in the hall. I didn’t mean to eavesdrop but what could I do? I’m a curious person.
“But why?” I could hear that bitch asks and it sounds like she is crying. Yes!
“I don’t love you anymore, Hyori… I’m sorry, but finally figured out who I really love…” I could hear Daesung answer her. What?! He loves another person! Who?! Is it me?! Probably not…
“Who?! Who in this world can be better than me?!?!” She exclaims desperately. Gosh, girl get over yourself. But she asked a question I’m itching to know.
“I can’t tell you… I’m sorry… but it’s over.” I can hear him walk away. Damn, Daesung why couldn’t you tell her, me?! Right then, Soo Jung comes out of the bathroom and walks towards me.
“Did something happened?” She asks me.
“Daesung broke up with that slut!” I smile widely and jump up and down excitedly. She jumps with me.
“That’s good, now is your chance. Remember you promised!” Soo Jung smirks and joins the others to tell them, while I just stand there like an idiot.
Then suddenly Daesung comes up to me and says.
“Hi,” he smiles widely. How can he smile like that. Didn’t he just break up with his girlfriend?
“Hey,” I hesitate a bit. He seems to caught that.
“I just broke up with Hyori.” he explains. Duh? I was there. But he didn’t know that so I have to act.
“Oh, I’m sorry.” Well, that’s a lie. I’m really happy!
“You don’t need to be, I’m not.” He says honestly. I don’t know why but he looks really happy too.
“Well okay, so what are you going to do now?” I kind of ask and hint after what he is going to do with the girl he likes. Maybe I’ll get a clue of who she is.
“I- Erm… do you think it’s too early to ask the person you like out on the same day you break of with your lover?” He questions cleverly.
“No.” I don’t care. I want to know who he like and if that person could be me.
“Well then, Je Soo, will you go out with me?” He smiles hesitantly. I blink. My mouth opens then closes. I want to scream but couldn’t. This can’t be happening. Am I dreaming. “So?” He lets out with a hint of hurt and disappointment in his tone.
“YES! Of course! You don’t know how long I have waited.” I wrap my arms around him, smiling as wide as I could.
“Congratulations.” All our friends congratulate us. The couples are Taeyang and Ji Soo, Seung Hyun and Mi Soo, Seung Ri and Soo Jung and So Ah with Ji Yong. Daesung and me. Before when Daesung was together with that bitch, she became the outsider in our group, but it’s whole now.
Flashback ends
The whole dinner is finished and everything in the apartment are free from dust. It was 5 pm. This is the usual time he gets home from work. I guess he won’t be coming home until late. I sigh. I can’t eat before he comes home. Then the door bursts open and in came the rest of the gang.
“Hello, Je Soo!” They all greet me and everyone has a sly smile on their face.
“What?” I demand. They are hiding something.
“Nothing, we are here to keep you company. The girls here are nagging us because Daesung forgot your anniversary. That kid, so the girls here wanted to keep you company and dragged us with them.” Ji Yong explains to me. I never know why he kind of act like the leader. He would always be the one with the control. So Ah is lucky to have him, but I won’t complain. I have Daesung, I would never ever replace him. Even if he forgot our anniversary. Without me knowing my tears fall down.
“Oh, honey, don’t cry.” Soo Jung says and gives me a hug.
“He probably had a lot of things to think of.” Mi Soo notes and joins the hug.
“Yeah, he wouldn’t forget such an important date.” Ji Soo adds and hugs me too.
“He might be planning something you know?” So Ah suggests and receives a round of smacks. I just continue to cry. I really wanted this day to be special. We have been together for five years!
“Come let’s go to the park!” Mi Soo announces happily then drags me with her with the other right behind us. It won’t change anything if I resisted. They won’t listen to me. Maybe this could cheer me up a bit.
The park is lit up with thousands small light bulb in different colors. Who did this? This must have taken hours. The person who did this must really have a lot of time and patient. I walk around the park with the others behind me. It is really beautiful. The park is shining in many colors and is glittering like it is covered with diamonds. In the middle of the park there is a fountain and even the fountain is lit up with my favorite color and there are flowers in different colors around it.
“So beautiful, right guys?” I turn around to look at the others but they weren’t there. “Guys?!” Even if I look around all I could see is trees. I sigh. Why did they leave me alone? A guy suddenly hugs me from behind and I scream and jump. The guy releases me and when I could see him clearly I recognize him. It is Daesung. He looks hurt.
“Babe, is that how you greet you boyfriend?” he pouts. Aw, he is so cute.
“No of course not. But you scare me you know. What are you doing here I thought you were working overtime.” I kiss him on the cheek.
“I have a surprise for you.” he claps his hands and more lights lighten. There is a small stage and a chair in front of the stage. He leads me to the chair and then walk up to the stage. He looks deep in my eyes and starts to sing. He is singing
Marry U by Super Junior. It is the first time I have heard him sing like this. I know he could sing really well because I hear him in the shower all the time but I didn’t know that he could sing so beautifully. It is so wonderful that it makes me tear. When the song nearly ends he walks down the stage and towards me. He has one hand in the pocket and is taking out something. I think I know what it is, but I couldn’t believe it. My mouth is covered by my shaking hands and tears are falling uncontrollable down my cheeks like raindrops.
“Honey, why are you crying?” he asks worriedly with his hand still in his pocket. He is wearing a suit, when I’m wearing completely normal clothes.
“I’m crying because I’m happy.” I sob. He smiles then he takes his hand up from his pocket and he is holding a small red box. Oh. My. God. He isn’t going to… is he?
“Je Soo, we have been together for five years now and our bond is really strong. I think that it is time for us to move on. I promise I would love you forever and only love. A world without you, isn’t worth living in. Therefore, Choi Je Soo, may I ask your hand in marriage. Will you marry me?” He proposes calmly, not as hype as he usually is. He must has practiced a lot. There is a second of silent and that was all. My answer is crystal clear-
“YES! YES! YES! I would let you take my hand in marriage, and I will marry you.” I shout and hug him tightly. We get closer and brush our lips together. He deepens the kiss and we were kissing for a few minutes when someone’s cough got us back to reality.
“CONGRATULATIONS!!!!” Everyone of my friends exclaim.
“You knew! You knew the whole time, didn’t you?” I look at them strictly.
“Of course we did!” Soo Jung responds happily.
“We are happy for you.” They all say and Daesung wraps his arms around me. I’m happy too.
So we have been planning the wedding for a few weeks now and everything is going smoothly. Only one week left. In one week I’m going to be married woman with the best man in the world. At first I hesitated not because I didn’t love him, but because I might haven’t been ready yet. He doesn’t know this. I let him think that I was just to shock to answer. My friends always call me the Lady of Self-Restriction. I won’t explain that further. Well here I’m going to meet my soon to be husband on this bridge. He suddenly call me to this bridge to meet.
I could see Daesung standing there a bit far from the middle of the bridge and I start to run towards him. But I stop. He isn’t alone. A girl is standing next to him. It is… Hyori… isn’t it? No! Why is he with her? No, no, no not her. He can’t be getting back with her, can he? I just stand their looking at them.
Suddenly the distance between them decreases and their lips meet. I freeze. I couldn’t breath or move or scream. Standing there like a stick and staring at them is all I could do. This can’t be happening! Why? Why Daesung? Don’t you love me?! He kisses her and he just proposed to me! Right then Daesung looks up shock and when he sees me he looks even more shocked.
“Je Soo…” He says. I couldn’t read his facial expression and right now I couldn’t care less. I walk towards him and the bitch, who manage to get on my nerves each time I see her. How dare she do this?! Walking I get closer to face her. She just stands there and smirks.
“BITCH!” I slap her face then walk away with dignity. I didn’t care about Daesung because he just stands there watching me with that look in his eyes, I didn’t even know why. Any guy would run after their girl. Everyone, except him. He is one of a kind. Either too naïve or too stupid. “Arsh, now I’m crying too.” I wipe away the tears that are flowing non-stop from my eyes.
“JE SOO!” I could hear Daesung shouts coming after me. I didn’t turn nor did I stop. I keep on walking away from him. I wonder why I didn’t run. If I run he wouldn’t reach me. I am a faster runner than him. However, I don’t… and I don’t know why. “Je Soo,” he finally reaches me and lay a hand on my shoulder. Turning me around. I guess the sight of my face shocked him because he expression completely changes. He has a sad look in his eyes. “Je Soo,” he says once again. I get irritated.
“How many times are you going to call my name?!” I scream. My feelings the are uncontrollable now. My heart is crushing.
“I-” he starts but I cut him.
“Spare me! Why don’t you just rip out my heart, huh?! That would hurt less! Daesung, I can’t believe you! That’s why you wanted me to come here, right? To tell me that we are over and that you and that fucking bitch is your new girlfriend!” I yell forgetting that we are standing on the middle of the bridge with people around us.
“Je Soo, I can explain. I-” Once again I interrupt him. I take of our engagement ring and throw it of the bridge. He is stunned.
“There! I hope you are happy Kang Daesung!” I run. Not looking or decreasing the speed. My eyes are overfilled with water and I didn’t do anything to stop them, I couldn’t even if I have tried. That night I didn’t return to our apartment. Soo Jung knows what happened and let me stay with her and Seung Ri. I really didn’t want to disturb them, but what could I do? I really didn’t know.
I haven’t closed my eyes for one second. My eyes were too busy wiping to close and let me sleep. They are puffy and read and still tearing a bit. I didn’t know that I could try that long. I have been crying all night. A storm has clearly hit my face.
“Je Soo,” Soo Jung is holding around me, trying to comfort me and calm me down. She doesn’t succeed though.
“Did you gave him a chance to explain?” Mi Soo asks carefully she too is hugging me. I just shake my head. “Why?” Again I shake my head. I didn’t know. He is the blame anyway.
“L-” So Ah starts but Soo Jung cuts her.
“Not now, So Ah!” Soo Jung hisses. I know what So Ah is going to say. ‘Loser, you know better than to run away without a confirmation of what happened from him.’
~EH EH EH EH EH EH EH 2NE1~
So Ah’s phone rings and she answers it.
“Oppa,” She smiles but her smile disappears.
“What happened?” She asks now worried.
“What? You can’t be serious?!” shaking her head she looks desperate and scared.
“Yes, we’ll be there right away!” She shuts the phone and looks at us with a serious expression.
“It’s an emergency! Daesung…” I’m expecting the worst. “He has been sent to the hospital!” Right there my heart breaks and I have gone into a shock-mood. We reach the hospital and find Ji Yong, Seung Ri, Taeyang and Seung Hyun standing outside the Emergency-room.
“What happened?” Soo Jung asks Seung Ri. Seung Ri holds around her and explains slowly.
“Daesung dived after the ring then the current caught him. He- the doctors are checking him now.” He sighs. “It was very deep. They said he has a lot of damages to his body.”
My knees become weak and could keep holding my body up anymore. I collapse on the floor.
“JE SOO!” They scream. “Are you okay?” all their faces are filled with worry.
“I’m…fine…” I know they didn’t believe me. Helping me on my feet they leads me to the bench. Right when I sit down the doctors come out pushing a bed and there he is laying on the bed with the sheets over his head. NO! It can’t be happening! NO! My legs get its strength back and are running towards him. Tears are scrolling down my fast like trains and the doctors are mumbling sorry.
“NO! DAESUNG!” I cry out loud. How could he leave me like this?! He isn’t supposed to leave he is suppose to apologize and marry me!! “WHY?! DAESUNG!! I LOVE YOU!!! COME BACK!!! DON’T LEAVE ME!!!” I shouted and more tears flow down my face. The girls are hugging me and are crying with me while the boys just stand there taken aback of what just happened. I let out a painful cry. Looking at him, the sheets are still covering his face.
“Je Soo, calm down.” Someone says to me. Laying a hand on my shoulder.
“How in the world can I calm down?! It was my fault! He-” I stop shouting when I suddenly. I turn around to see who it is. It is Daesung! The sight of him makes me cry even more.
“You- you are here…” I sob and throw my arms around him and caress his face. “Daesung, I’m s-” I start but he cut me off by kissing me. He ends the kiss and says.
“I’m sorry, Je Soo. I didn’t call you to the bridge to see that. I met Hyori there by a chance and she was the one who suddenly kissed me.” I want to say something but he seals my lips with his finger. “Let me finish.” I nodded still crying. “I really love you, Je Soo. I know I have hurt you, but please believe me. The only person I will ever love is you. Will you still marry me?” he asks taking out the ring I threw down the bridge.
“Yes! I’m sorry for not believing you, Daesung. I-” The tearing and sobbing just didn’t want to stop.
“Sh, it’s okay. We were both wrong.” He takes me in his arms.
“So this was all a part of your plan or was this a coincidence?” Soo Jung asks and receives a smack from So Ah.
“Yah! You are suppose to be the smart one here.” So Ah rolls her eyes in despair. She is so stupid sometimes.
“The boys planned this, right?” Mi Soo asks them.
“Mi Soo, not you too.” Ji Soo comments. She and So Ah are sometimes very alike.
“I just want it to be confirm.” Mi Soo adds and gets a nod from each of the boys.
“Seung Ri, just so you know if you do something like this to me, I’m going to kill you myself!” Soo Jung turns to Seung Ri and warns him. He just smirks.
“Honey, you know you can’t live without me.”
“Then I’ll kill myself, so I can come back to hunt you!” She sticks out her tongue.
“Ok, ok you win. I won’t let you kill yourself.” His answer makes all of us laugh. They really are a cute couple.
The day has finally come. Today is going to be one of my the important days in my life. My marriage is being held on this day. Being as nervous as I am now, I didn’t know if I can get through this. I sigh and walk back and forth. I couldn’t sit still nor could I stand still. The dress is on me and everything is set. All I have to do is wait for the time to come.
“Take it easy, Je Soo. You look beautiful.” Soo Jung compliments me. She and the rest of the girls are my bridesmaids. The boys are with Daesung. He couldn’t see me until we are standing in front of the alter.
“Yeah, l-. Okay I won’t call you that today.” So Ah smirks the adds. “No need to be this nervous. It’s not like you are going to trip when you walk to the alter or something.” Why does she have to do this to me? I couldn’t bury my head in my hands because that would have ruin my hair and make-up. So I let out a sneer instead.
“So Ah!” Mi Soo hisses. “Not helping.”
“Don’t worry about her. You are going to do just fine.” Ji Soo assures me. I smile they are all my greatest friends.
~Church wedding music~
I walk towards the alter and in the blink of an eye I’m beside my very soon-to-be husband. The priest is making his speech and everyone I love are with me.
“Do you Kang Daesung take Choi Je Soo as your wife?”
“I do.” He smiles.
“Do you Choi Je Soo take Kang Daesung as your husband?”
“I do.” I smile back.
“I hereby declare you as husband and wife. You may now kiss the bride.”
Then our lips meet...