THE END
wow.....ok...i was going to write this note as my final morsel of cartharsis...and apparently Zebrahead agrees
I didn't see the signs posted on the road
Dead end gives way to the cliff that soars
And I lose control your face still looks bored
One, two, fuck you!
I won't change for you
Wrong way
This time it's going down
You say I'm immature
to hang around
Okay
Face-plant to the ground
I won't change for you
I won't change for you
Tonight I wash my hands of you
You set the bar I could not live up to
Tonight the light in breaking through
So thank you very little and send me postcards from hell
This relationship is over as we scrape the ledge
and you call me a loser falling over the edge
Like you're cutting all your losses
Like a bet you can hedge
One two, fuck you!
I won't change for you
A black eye
and my heart is ripped out of my chest
Crucified
For not passing any of your stupid tests
Good-bye
Right now I could care less
I won't change for you
I won't change for you
Tonight I wash my hands of you
You set the bar I could not live up to
Tonight the light in breaking through
So thank you very little and send me postcards from hell
We've come a long way
Don't look down!
Your heart is rotten
Your heart is rotten
Too bad it was the wrong way
Won't be long now
Till we hit the rock
Bottom
Tonight I wash my hands of you
You set the bar I could not live up to
Tonight the light in breaking through
So thank you very little and send me postcards from hell
Tonight I wash my hands of you
You set the bar I could not live up to
Tonight the light in breaking through
So thank you very little and send me postcards from hell
thank you zebrahead ^-^ i needed that.
so i just got home about 20 minutes ago. it feels nice to b home after my long tiring journey >,o and i have a littel over 3 hours until the new year begins.
today is the last time i will ever allow myself to speak nick's name again. after today he is no more. no more hatred. no more wasted thoughts of revenge. he doesn't exist.
the things he accused me of were wrong.
the things he did to me were horrible.
the love he offered was false.
the end.
i could rant about all of the shit in between but i don't want to anymore. I had planned my revenge. But I don't want to put forth effort on his account. I lived the past few months full of immense hatred. But I don't want thoughts of him to go through my mind every day anymore....positive or negative.
he is a man incapable of loving anyone but himself. and i don't care about how it hurts him anymore.
i know what i lost by dating nick. i'm not sure if i can regain it, the ability to romantically love someone, but i don't know that i even want to. i have amazing friends, the ones who stuck around after I moved anyways...the rest can make their happy excuses but i don't care anymore.
i'm working on getting a job in tokyo, hopefully....
i"m working on my art.
and i'm happy with myself just being me.
the end.
I didn't see the signs posted on the road
Dead end gives way to the cliff that soars
And I lose control your face still looks bored
One, two, fuck you!
I won't change for you
Wrong way
This time it's going down
You say I'm immature
to hang around
Okay
Face-plant to the ground
I won't change for you
I won't change for you
Tonight I wash my hands of you
You set the bar I could not live up to
Tonight the light in breaking through
So thank you very little and send me postcards from hell
This relationship is over as we scrape the ledge
and you call me a loser falling over the edge
Like you're cutting all your losses
Like a bet you can hedge
One two, fuck you!
I won't change for you
A black eye
and my heart is ripped out of my chest
Crucified
For not passing any of your stupid tests
Good-bye
Right now I could care less
I won't change for you
I won't change for you
Tonight I wash my hands of you
You set the bar I could not live up to
Tonight the light in breaking through
So thank you very little and send me postcards from hell
We've come a long way
Don't look down!
Your heart is rotten
Your heart is rotten
Too bad it was the wrong way
Won't be long now
Till we hit the rock
Bottom
Tonight I wash my hands of you
You set the bar I could not live up to
Tonight the light in breaking through
So thank you very little and send me postcards from hell
Tonight I wash my hands of you
You set the bar I could not live up to
Tonight the light in breaking through
So thank you very little and send me postcards from hell
thank you zebrahead ^-^ i needed that.
so i just got home about 20 minutes ago. it feels nice to b home after my long tiring journey >,o and i have a littel over 3 hours until the new year begins.
today is the last time i will ever allow myself to speak nick's name again. after today he is no more. no more hatred. no more wasted thoughts of revenge. he doesn't exist.
the things he accused me of were wrong.
the things he did to me were horrible.
the love he offered was false.
the end.
i could rant about all of the shit in between but i don't want to anymore. I had planned my revenge. But I don't want to put forth effort on his account. I lived the past few months full of immense hatred. But I don't want thoughts of him to go through my mind every day anymore....positive or negative.
he is a man incapable of loving anyone but himself. and i don't care about how it hurts him anymore.
i know what i lost by dating nick. i'm not sure if i can regain it, the ability to romantically love someone, but i don't know that i even want to. i have amazing friends, the ones who stuck around after I moved anyways...the rest can make their happy excuses but i don't care anymore.
i'm working on getting a job in tokyo, hopefully....
i"m working on my art.
and i'm happy with myself just being me.
the end.