Jun 25, 2007 23:02
Been awhile
Reading and loving Terry Pratchett
Working lots for the moneys, but haven't been paid yet. will on the 1st though
participated in Noah's wedding. much fun
been working on a story, but it seems to be falling apart at my fingertips
many ideas for kushism, but i don't know if i should go for it or not. right now it's just a thing for fun, but i think it can go further. been wondering if i should go through with it.
missing lots of people i haven't seen in short and long whiles.
Been thinking of you a lot since we got off the phone rae. it was nice to talk to you again.
Helen, you need to pick up your phone, or at least call me back. I know you're not feeling too awesome right now, but you know you can talk to me.
Biggest thing on my mind that is central to all of my thoughts above:
5 classes left in my major.
Somewhere in my brain, I knew that I was almost done, but now it feels right on top of me. A long time ago, Rae once told me that she didn't think I was the type of person who could make it through college, or something like that. I determined then to make sure I did ^_^. And here I am. I want to be published before I finish college, but unless I can complete a story before the school year, it's probably not going to happen. And, of course, my desire to make Kushism more than what it is now is detracting from all of these things. I think i'll set it aside, mostly, for now. I shouldn't go too fast with it, but i think i'll do a couple of my better ideas.
But still. 5 classes.
Anna. You're one tough chick. You deserve a lot. I don't think i could ever stop loving you, but i don't plan on it. It's more than just words, you know.
Helen. I believe in you, in what you think is right. You know how I feel about you, so you know what you can expect from me. Whenever you need me, I'll be here.
Rae. I want to stay in better touch with you. We barely talked at all this last year, and I think we both want more than that from each other.
Well, I was planning on going to sleep earlier than this. I hope these few words convey what i want them to say.