It happens
What a pain it is to do important things: go to work, revise my proposal, revise my paper, review, revise, etc etc etc. No motivation whatsoever to do anything. It's taking me a while to get back into my routine and I fear I might not be able to find my groove when school starts.
If anything, yesterday was a good break from this.. break. I didn't feel the need to pretend or to make an effort to show people that I was okay. I ended up running a few kilometers along the Laiya road and shoreline and swam some laps on the beach. I took some pictures of the Philippine Beach Handball Team doing their thing.
They asked if I wanted to help out by filling in the lineup a bit. I said no. I said no to ultimate Frisbee too (on that note: today, Sunken Pleasure wins the first ever Nationals tournament for Ultimate Frisbee. I love my team! :D). I miss playing and I miss being competitive. But I've been holding back returning to the field.
So here's the point: I'm trying. I'm trying. I'm getting there.
If anything, yesterday was a good break from this.. break. I didn't feel the need to pretend or to make an effort to show people that I was okay. I ended up running a few kilometers along the Laiya road and shoreline and swam some laps on the beach. I took some pictures of the Philippine Beach Handball Team doing their thing.
They asked if I wanted to help out by filling in the lineup a bit. I said no. I said no to ultimate Frisbee too (on that note: today, Sunken Pleasure wins the first ever Nationals tournament for Ultimate Frisbee. I love my team! :D). I miss playing and I miss being competitive. But I've been holding back returning to the field.
So here's the point: I'm trying. I'm trying. I'm getting there.