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SoI am awake agian, I can't sleep but I am still going to get up at four. Damn I need to go to bed. Well I woke and felt this hunger, as if I had not eaten for weeks. I don't understand, so after I feasted upon a slice of ham and a slice of bread with peanut butter I dragged myself back into my cave. Other then hungar on my mind I thought of some people I used to do things with it was kinda weird cuase I think I was dreaming of them, and no they weren't guys you sick freaks. Then I thought about all of them and tried to think of the thing I loved most about each one and why. I could only think of a couple things mainly three. But I am going to only talk about one of them. Nope and it isn't sex, it is the feeling after sex or I guess just the fact that when I would wake it would be with the same person, and right when I am about to feel like I am at an all time low I would get this arm that would rest across my chest. With soft hands and fingers gently dancing upon my neck. I guess out of all the things I miss most about any of my relationships or friendships that is the one thing I miss most, it is truly divine to know that there is somone next to you that cares and and with just expresses it with physical contact. So yeah " Leave me parlyzed... Love, Leave me hypnotized, da da da da" I like that song. Ok I am going to try to sleep agian night.