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I feel like I have a severe attention defecit. It used to be easy to sit and think and I never felt bored. Now I am perpetually restless and I just buzz from one activity to the next but I am also incredibly unmotivated, and have no ambition to do anything interesting with my time. I like to cook, shop, watch TV, read and feel anxious about work. I am trying to knit my mom new slippers but I am totally stuck on the gusset so I need to hit up a knitting store for some assistance. DPNs blow my mind.
But fall is approaching which is cool. Though I feel something is missing. Perhaps I'm just feeling things more flatly than usual.
I'm not charged. But I'm not really unhappy either. In fact everything is relatively satisfactory. I guess I'd feel better if I had a porch on which to place jack-o-lanterns.
I go through these times so I assume I'll be okay.
But fall is approaching which is cool. Though I feel something is missing. Perhaps I'm just feeling things more flatly than usual.
I'm not charged. But I'm not really unhappy either. In fact everything is relatively satisfactory. I guess I'd feel better if I had a porch on which to place jack-o-lanterns.
I go through these times so I assume I'll be okay.