one hr til...
Ok so i just weighed myself, yet again. And my scale goes crazy at night. This time i got 3 different numbers within about 5 minutes... I took the median.. but who knows. I'll just wait til the morning to determine what i truly am.
The anxiety is torture enough.
Pretty much starved, but if i can make it this long... a few more hours is nothing.
I was thinking about taking a pic of my tummy tomorrow [profile style] and keep track of my progress [or lack there of].
Ohhh I so want to be in the 140s soon. Bc though that is still fat, it's SO much better than the 20 more huge pounds that i am now.
But if i think about it, analyze it..as i do with most things, it's really not that far away.
Since i'm about 162-give or take, i'm only looking for 149 to get excited.
Therefore 10, 12, 13 lbs give or take, right? I'll be able to analyze it more accurately tomorrow morning, but aprox 10 lbs away, that's hardly nothing.
Less than a week to accomplish. So i'd hope.
Suffer now, but enjoy life later.
The anxiety is torture enough.
Pretty much starved, but if i can make it this long... a few more hours is nothing.
I was thinking about taking a pic of my tummy tomorrow [profile style] and keep track of my progress [or lack there of].
Ohhh I so want to be in the 140s soon. Bc though that is still fat, it's SO much better than the 20 more huge pounds that i am now.
But if i think about it, analyze it..as i do with most things, it's really not that far away.
Since i'm about 162-give or take, i'm only looking for 149 to get excited.
Therefore 10, 12, 13 lbs give or take, right? I'll be able to analyze it more accurately tomorrow morning, but aprox 10 lbs away, that's hardly nothing.
Less than a week to accomplish. So i'd hope.
Suffer now, but enjoy life later.