morning weight...eek.
Ok, i've already concluded that my morning weight will be less than acceptable.
I screwed up. I was feeling weird and had rice cakes...boo. Now i'm stuffed.
Off the whole ED, i've been looking for a religion. I dunno, something i can fall back on. I believed in god til i was about 15. Then i questioned things, and no one could give me answers. They'd respond "i just know" um, bs. It's so ridiculous. I could have had a part in writing the bible and everyone would have beleived it was sent from 'god.' okay...
So i recently came across a belief system, not a religion... Agnosticism. It describes how i feel more than any religion. Though i havent researched other religions, and i'm not entirely clear on this theory...it's the best i've found. It states several different theories but one is as such "I cannot say if God does or does not exist but i will live as if he does" I like that one. And another is "There is not enough proof to determine God exists" Right now, i'm not entirely sure how i feel, but it's between those 2. Religion can never be entirely explained, but then again "Man created God" as i heard on comedy central. But it's true. They tried to argue that no, god created man. But it's true. man created god. Why else would there be so many different religions. They cant all be wrong, can they? If God was a true belief then why does not everyone [or almost everyone] believe in him.
It's really just based on where you live/grew up. If you were from another country you might be another religion and believe it to be fact. So what makes christianity so superior to other religions? It's just bc that's what was brought to America. That's why Americans 'believe' in god.
I dont know, i'm so confused.