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so today i'm a little upset.. as far as i know i'm one of the most upfront people around.. well, with close friends more... but today i was suddenly hit with the fact that apparently my opinion means little or nothing.. i'm not one to tell someone something that i know to be untrue.. if i tell you you're beautiful, it's because you are.. if i tell you i miss you, i do.. i have never and will never say something that i don't feel at that time.. i will not be pressured into loving someone.. and i feel good about that.. but when i tell someone that being with them makes me happy and being anywhere with them makes me feel content with life and they turn around and question my loyalty or honor over some trivial "problem" it really upsets me.. especially when there is history of problems to relate this with.. ugh.. i'm just ugh right now.. stupid but whatever