Oct 22, 2005 21:40
so i've noticed that i usually only update when i have something good that i want to remember or tell you guys.. but i think i should definately be writing in it when things, well, aren't going as well..
i had my calc midterm on friday.. and i know i didn't study enough for it.. i blame myself.. i let myself get distracted too easily.. i put other people's wants before what i Need to get done.. i just don't think sometimes.. but it's okay cuz i've done well on all of the quizzes before it.. and they're worth 50% of the final grade.. so if i can manage a C for this test and keep getting good grades on my quizzes i think i'll be ready for the final.. but i was doing so well in all of my classes and it just upsets me that i didn't didn't retain as much info as i would have liked.. oh well, i guess..
my job is pretty okay.. boring and i don't like my coworkers.. but still okay.. i applied for this job at a coffeehouse, but i don't think i got it cuz felipe said my resume was too long.. it's one and a half pages of resume and a one page cover letter.. i guess it's just supposed to be one page for the resume, but i didn't know.. so i guess i'm unprofessional or something.. oh well.. i'm thinking of applying at best buy.. i think i'd look good in a best buy shirt.. but i don't know if they have head things.. and i want one.. lol.. weird huh
bf things are going okay i guess.. i've been feeling kinda guilty cuz me and my roommate kinda yelled at him that me and him never go on dates anymore.. and he said that he had to pay off his credit card bill from over the summer.. and he's only working like 10 hours a week or something.. so he's not really making enough to splurge.. i didn't really think about it.. i just figured since we both have jobs we should be able to go out.. but i forgot that i'm taking home like double what he is every paycheck and barely surviving.. so this week i've been taking him out on dates.. just so it can seem fair..
i think that's about it.. oh, one more thing.. so my grandma and i decided to spend thanksgiving together this year.. i REALLY miss her.. and my mother invited us over to my sister's house for a thanksgiving/birthday dinner.. that was fine and everything until my brother told me that he thought i was going to his house for thanksgiving and that him and maria (his wife) were going to be making dinner for themselves.. and now i feel bad that i'm kinda (but not really) ditching them for my mom.. and i don't know what to do.. my grandma suggested just staying by ourselves so neither will feel ditched.. but i think, in reality, they would both feel ditched.. so we should pick and only make one mad.. and at this point i'm leaning towards going to my sister's for thanksgiving and then going to my brother's for friday or something.. since thursday is my mom's borthday and all.. i'm still thinking about it.. i need a master plan.. bad..