Aug 04, 2003 14:21
I just dont understand. I dont understand how I could think I have things figured out and then with one ridiculous phone call I'm suddenly confused about everything. Why did you even bother with that call, why, because after that call that was the last I heard from you, I just dont understand why you're doing this. And if you're not really sure about everything you said, its ok, I just wish you could talk to me and tell me what's going on, because right now I have no idea. I just cant deal with this being another repeat of everything that's already happend. Please just talk to me, I really need to know what you're thinking now.