it`s a shame we can`t turn back time...

Sep 21, 2006 01:19

Stevey y 50488: there are no middle school soccer fields around here
SavedUpWishes06: :o(
SavedUpWishes06: that was really weird.
SavedUpWishes06: because i was just thinking about that.
Stevey y 50488: yea
Stevey y 50488: its one of those nights
SavedUpWishes06: it definitly is.

sometimes, me and steven would go lay on the bleachers of millenium at night and just talk. and it was nice. because no one is ever content with just talking. i was actually very suprised by that conversation. because he just imed me with that. and the last time i was up there, the only thing he really said to me was "maybe i don`t miss you as much as you think i do..." and that convo just proved that he does miss me. and that makes me happy. and sad. all at the same time....ugh. i just want them all to come home....

on another note...i`m so super busy this weekend it`s crazy. tomorrow (or well....today i guess!) is thursday. which means lots of good things! easy day in school, DAN!, greys anatomy, DAN!, red wings game, DAN! then friday i work 1:15-5:15. ANNNNNND i get paid. which it should be a big pay check. i hooopppe. because i really want a new phone...if it`s over $300, i`m doin it. if not...looks like i`m waiting another 2 weeks...eek. then saturday i work 11-3. and then i think i`m gonna go to the band comp. i hope. and then if i don`t end up doing that, i`m either going to look for a new phone, or going shopping for something else. because i desperatly need to spend money. i haven`t in a long time. then sunday i work again.  sounds exciting, right?

alrighty well it`s 1:35, and i have to wake up at 6:45. ughhhh. kill me now. english is gonna be sooo hard to stay awake in. good thing i bought a monster today! i`ll have that, and DAN! woot woot. good night lovers. i love you and miss you all.

EDIT: ohhhkay. steve just made me cry. man i`m emotional...

SavedUpWishes06: the cold made me realize summer is really over...
Stevey y 50488: eh
SavedUpWishes06: i miss it.
Stevey y 50488: yea
Stevey y 50488: it was short
SavedUpWishes06: yea
SavedUpWishes06: it was fun tho.
Stevey y 50488: yea
Stevey y 50488: i still didnt get a sign
SavedUpWishes06: i kno
SavedUpWishes06: we need to get you one.
Stevey y 50488: yea
SavedUpWishes06: im goin to bed
SavedUpWishes06: good night, sweet dreams
Stevey y 50488: ok night
SavedUpWishes06: miss you.
Stevey y 50488: i miss all of you
SavedUpWishes06: :o( ttyl
Stevey y 50488: bye
SavedUpWishes06: bye

he said it. which means he must really miss us... :o(. i miss him. and james. like, a lot. and all of our illegal activities we did this summer. like signs, and eggs and honey and taking pics in parking lots, and changing things, and getting caught. ugh....

you can`t force good times to come back. things change, and people change too....

just another day without you

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