AHHHHHHHH

[mandylee306]

current annoyances include:

• my mom's inability to do anything constructive. my dad is coming home today from offshore and he gets angry when he comes home to a messy house. granted when he is home and every day leading up to the day he comes home, the house is in disarray, but he likes to come home to everything tidy. i came home from school and nothing had been cleaned yet. my mom was laying on the couch in her pajamas watching tv and reading a magazine. um hello? what are you doing? dad is coming home in an hour and a half and the dishes from three days ago are still piled in the sink, the laundry is still sitting on the back of the couch waiting to be folded, your beading shit is still all over the dining room and the kitchen table, the floor really should be cleaned but there isn't time for that, and there are still groceries sitting on the counter from when you went shopping on sunday. so, needless to say i had to do the dishes, which i dont mind doing occassionally, but c'mon...its not like my mom has a job, she could easily do dishes during the day with plenty of time to still watch her favorite tv shows.
  
  
• ms west calling me a "chatty patty". i'm not three. dont talk to me like i am. all of her little nicknames drive me crazy plus we weren't doing anything anyway, she was confrencing with other people about their diagnostic essays and i got a 4 on mine anyway so there wasn't much to say about it. i doubt my talking to other people who were also done with their work was really going to bother anyone.
  
  
• the constant disarray of our house. my mom does nothing all day as i said before, and still i come home to a house that is a total wreck everyday. she does occassionally do laundry and somewhat straighten up the kitchen, but it's always a half-ass job. she might unload the dishwasher and put the dishwasher safe items in, but then she'll leave all the stuff that needs to be hand-washed in the sink where they accumulate until either my dad tells me to do dishes or i get so annoyed by it that i do it myself. another thing she'll do is let the dirty laundry pile up until it's kind of inevitable and she absolutely has to wash some stuff. but then she'll go thru about half the pile and pick out a few things and throw them in the washer. this may include only one sock out of a pair or all the yellow shirts except the one you haven't seen for a couple of months becuase it's still at the bottom of the pile where nothing gets washed.
  
  
• the fact that the only time the dishes get done is when i take initiative and do them. again, that just really bothers me.
  
  
• nancy saying "come out here and talk to me" when i dont feel like talking. you konw, i come home from school and the first thing i do is usually change into something comfortable and do my homework and get online and be alone. i dont usually want to go tell my mommy all about my day because, honestly, nothing that exciting happens at school. i go to class, do work, learn, then come home. the things that do happen that are fun i never feel like telling her because then ill be interrogated about it. for instance, should i say "yeah and then some teacher brought king cake for her class and then they were bad so she gave it to benard for us." i would be asked "which teacher?" "what were the kids doing?" "what does benard teach again?" "who's in that class?" "where ws the king cake from?" "how much did you have?" etc. i'm in a bad mood to begin with for all the above reasons and then she wants to talk with me which will most likely result in me getting in trouble for being disrespectful. when i try to tell her that though i get interrogated again "why are you in such a bad mood?" "did something happen today?" "are you and emi ok?" "what about ben?" "is everything ok?" "why can't you tell me what's wrong?". yeah.
  
  
• the fact that i'm ready to be free but not quite there yet.  self explanatory based on everything else i've said thus far.
  
  
• people saying to me "you dont seem like yourself" or "you dont look happy" or "why are you in a bad mood?" and then demanding to konw what is wrong. if something was wrong that i felt like you needed to know, i'm sure i'd tell you. otherwise dont worry about it. sometimes i like to just be alone and do nothing and when i'm in one of those moods and you ask me what's wrong, i'm not very willing to patiently explain everything that's bothering me. so i say "nothing." because it usually really isn't anything important and it's too hard to pinpoint one thing that would satisfy anyone's curiousity of what is wrong.
  
  
• the fact that when the house phone rings, it's never for anyone but my mom and yet she is too lazy to go answer it herself. it doesn't matter if the phone is at the other end of the couch from where she is laying or in the kitchen on the counter, if the phone rings in my house it's easier for her to yell at me to answer it than to reach over or stand up to get it. granted i'm usually in the computer room when it rings and i do have one sitting about 4 feet away, but still, at times she's just as close and it's way more inconvenient for me to answer it and then walk all the way out to the living room to hand it to her. no one ever calls me on the house phone, so there is no point for me to answer it.

yeah so that's everything in my life that aggravates me as of right now. and i'm done bitchin so i hope everyone else had great days.