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May 09, 2003 12:29

ok weird dream about lj users time ( Read more... )

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lanegl03 May 9 2003, 11:10:59 UTC
OH MY GOD :)

that's a good dream

I have weird ass dreams...:-\

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mandykay May 9 2003, 11:16:59 UTC
well its weird to me cause for one im not used to remembering my dreams, and for another i never dream like that!

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lanegl03 May 9 2003, 11:19:11 UTC
hehe...lately, all i've been dreaming about it Steven and all that stuff...i'm like depressed or something :-\

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Re: mandykay May 9 2003, 11:26:10 UTC
possibly!

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lanegl03 May 9 2003, 11:31:32 UTC
I sat in bed this morning for 3 hours thinking about him.

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Re: mandykay May 9 2003, 11:49:09 UTC
awwww hun! *hugs* time will heal lass!

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lanegl03 May 9 2003, 11:50:52 UTC
I don't know...I've never been this broken over a guy. :(

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Re: mandykay May 9 2003, 11:56:41 UTC
yanno when chris and i were together i was always like if we break up its not gonna hurt.... well when it finally happened i was so heartbroken, and i tried to get him back in any way i could.... and we started to date for a bit, and then we mutually decided to be freinds... its been about 2 years and i still am not fully over him, but i know im very different from how i used to be, and he was my first yanno so it makes it a bit harder, but time has healed, and i can be his friend....
so just give yourself time hun...

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lanegl03 May 9 2003, 12:01:42 UTC
I know..He wasn't my first...

He was the first guy that I loved

He was the first guy that I've been completely naked in front of, and felt completely comfortable

The only guy that I've cried to..and felt better around.

I don't know what to do....You know...like everything reminds me of him. It rained last night, and I was thinking of him because of the rain. I'm so shaken up by it.

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Re: mandykay May 9 2003, 12:04:19 UTC
i know baby, this is all normal though, it will hurt a lot at first but it will get easier, and soon things will just be things they wont be things that remind you of steven

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lanegl03 May 9 2003, 12:06:52 UTC
:( I don't know anymore.

It hasn't gotten any easier.

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Re: mandykay May 9 2003, 12:30:03 UTC
it'll seem that way for a while....

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