Jan 16, 2006 23:44
Just when things started to get better I get a call from my mother... When I was in high school my parents were foster parents to other children and they adopted three children... It would have been four but it didn't work out with her for reasons I am not allowed to disclose. Well, she was apart of our family anyway and even though she doesn't live with my parents any more she is still my sister and she always will be.
When my mom called she told me that Brittany (my sister) was in rehab... Guess how old she is... SHE'S 13 YEARS OLD!!! She was living with another foster family and they are horrible people!!! They let her HAVE SEX and DO DRUGS in their house!!! They took her to the hospital bc she O.D. on triple Cs. All weekend everyone was freaking out... I was freaking out even more bc I am so far away from her...
For so many years I have tried sooo hard to help her but it was like the more I tried to help the more she pulled away... So I stopped... It hurt me so much that I just stopped trying to help her!!! God, I am such an awful person!
She all most died... I don't really know what else to say right now...