double stuff elf cookies and soured milk
yes! finished! English at least! Working and doing your homework don't work well together. Especially when your mind is on other things. Today was weird, well, only at work. Mike decided to buy me the bunny purse, yes, mike. He bought it behind my back, and was talking to me in a baby voice and as soon as I told him not to talk like that he presents a sears bag with a furry bunny purse and walks away. How to tell a fragile person no for the last time. Friends yes, involved no. He is to me what I am to Noah and how I was to Cory, but he was nice enough to take me back.
bedbug386 (10:12:50 PM): well, my stalker bought me a present, pierce and I are getting sorta "close" and Marcus is the greatest guy in the world, work sucked, I have to type an English paper, do a math project and finish 34 problems for calc, and remember to bring valentines day presents and my physics book
bedbug386 (10:14:10 PM): the valentines present I had on hold for cory was sold to someone else so now I get to spend all day tomorrow searching for something else to get him
I need a shopping buddy. But Iam so incredibly happy for Wayne. Just the fact that he is happy, makes all this drama in my life seem meaningless. I love it all. eww! I just ate a double stuff elf cookie with soured milk! IT STUCK TO THE SIDE OF THE CUP! I know that can' t be to good.
All this Valentines day stuff, does it mean anything? The thought of getting things for no reason is nice, but it really serves no purpose. Now I understand. Everything in life seems to clear when you can't think. I don't know why I was so concernd about Cory getting me something, it's just another day. I also dunno why I feel bad for wanting to go out with my friends over Cory. Yes, doing all the things I would do with my friends is bad, and illegal, and I will be hung over for most of the next day while I'm at work, but it will be fun. I keep looking at it as a part of growing up. One day I will have my revolution, I don't want to keep doing what everyone else says. Thus far, my listening to them has only upset me more. Examples being Noah, Parents, Cory, car, school and work. Wayne told me not to drink, I will listen, he listened to me.....equality.
Godd and Generals comes out soon, I can't wait! I wish I had someone to go with. I wish I had a friend like Noah again, the best person I have ever watched a movie with. Someone who won't make fun of me when I cry, someone who might actually be interested. Cory won't be interested, nor will anyone else. Mabey Noel. But we don't ever do anything really.
No ink.....oh well, it'll just be grey! I hate school, I just get screwed over more and more every year.
shivering, so cold, so hungry......
bedbug386 (10:12:50 PM): well, my stalker bought me a present, pierce and I are getting sorta "close" and Marcus is the greatest guy in the world, work sucked, I have to type an English paper, do a math project and finish 34 problems for calc, and remember to bring valentines day presents and my physics book
bedbug386 (10:14:10 PM): the valentines present I had on hold for cory was sold to someone else so now I get to spend all day tomorrow searching for something else to get him
I need a shopping buddy. But Iam so incredibly happy for Wayne. Just the fact that he is happy, makes all this drama in my life seem meaningless. I love it all. eww! I just ate a double stuff elf cookie with soured milk! IT STUCK TO THE SIDE OF THE CUP! I know that can' t be to good.
All this Valentines day stuff, does it mean anything? The thought of getting things for no reason is nice, but it really serves no purpose. Now I understand. Everything in life seems to clear when you can't think. I don't know why I was so concernd about Cory getting me something, it's just another day. I also dunno why I feel bad for wanting to go out with my friends over Cory. Yes, doing all the things I would do with my friends is bad, and illegal, and I will be hung over for most of the next day while I'm at work, but it will be fun. I keep looking at it as a part of growing up. One day I will have my revolution, I don't want to keep doing what everyone else says. Thus far, my listening to them has only upset me more. Examples being Noah, Parents, Cory, car, school and work. Wayne told me not to drink, I will listen, he listened to me.....equality.
Godd and Generals comes out soon, I can't wait! I wish I had someone to go with. I wish I had a friend like Noah again, the best person I have ever watched a movie with. Someone who won't make fun of me when I cry, someone who might actually be interested. Cory won't be interested, nor will anyone else. Mabey Noel. But we don't ever do anything really.
No ink.....oh well, it'll just be grey! I hate school, I just get screwed over more and more every year.
shivering, so cold, so hungry......