Feb 09, 2003 22:33
QUICK MANDY, STOP CARING!
Care about what matters! Holidays don't matter, they always upset me, so why should I care so much, perhaps if I stop caring they would be better. Stop wanting things from Cpry, that would help. I wish I could expected the least from him, so what he does give seems like the world....People get sick, when I am sick it doesn't stop him! But yet he is big enough to push me away so when he is sick he can rest. He has no social manners. SO aggrivated at the whole thing, him and everything he does. I hate it! I cry over everything. When will it end? Why can't I have what I want.....I though I had found it.
Snow please come, for I have neglected my studies in hope for more money to pay for the lifestyle that has found me.....I hate society