Jun 07, 2005 13:00
It's been a while I'll admit....
So I am moving, we are moving I should say and I am very excited. The thrill of a new house and new things is a bit overwelming though. I feel bad because all the main pieces in the house are seeming to be mine. I know what it's like to not have anything that is yours and I don't want Schlubby to feel left out or out of place. I'm alittle disappointed that he isn't as interested in the layout or decor of the house but I'm not really that excited about it either. I am more concerned that things are put away and the place is clean and presentable! I doubt we will ever have anyone over, beings as neither of us have friends and even if we did have people over it would just be weird and uncomfortable. It's a place, for me, him and the pooch!
Speaking of furry friends, the pooch is well except for a cut on his ear! It won't heal and I've been doing what the vet said but do you have any idea how hard it is to keep a dog's ear wrapped up? He's not one who enjoys an immobile ear or having foreign things on him. I have enough trouble dressing him up with bandanas! It's just a pain because it would heal if he wouldn't shake his head! Every time he shakes his head his big floppy ears beat his head and break the cut open and then the blood goes everywhere! I've even tried wrapping his whole head up and that doesn't work! I am at a loss, I just hope my baby gets better.
Schlubby is at work all day today. I have to work all night and have a doctor appointment! Stupid shoulder/elbow/arm....We havent really had much time together and it's making me sad. I don't know how people survive in situations like this!? I get home from work and his is already sacked out on the couch so even the time we would have is not there because he is already out of it in some paranoid pre-sleep consciousness! Hopefully he won't be too worn out on Friday night and we can do something. That would be nice. It would be nice to have a conversation and him actually be awake and responsive! I wish we had similar schedules....maybe I could get a 9-5.....ha ha ha! I should quit complaining and just get used to it. Next semester I am going to school full time and working full time and I will have NO time for anything. The joys of being independent. I wish I could make more money. I could work less and have more time to be a person! I am working over 40 hours a week and if I just made like $3 more an hour I could work alot less! So many bills, so little time.
I miss my Schlubby. I guess my wishes for now are just to have more time with Schlubby, more intimate time assuming he wants the same, more money and to not hurt! Stupid shoulder! Why do people have so many joints?! Well I am off to Dundalk to stop at the glorious Dundalk Wal-Mart before I stop by to drop stuff off to Schlub and then off to the Friendly Food People! \
If anyone has any money making ideas they can be sent to mandyhosier@yahoo.com
Please keep in mind that pawn shops and "gentlemen's clubs" are out of the question, my shit was stolen and my pastey white ass can't shake down any money!