Apr 24, 2005 11:14
I am slowly losing my mind. Well, not as slowly as I'd like, but it is going. It's the worst feeling in the world, to be losing control. It's as if I am falling unconscious, like I can't breathe. I hate how I just lay around all day. I wake up and cry, I am wasting the only time to myself I have. I just don't know what to do anymore, or how to fix things. I just can't keep up anymore. I don't know how much longer I can do this. I can't keep it in and I can't let it out. I don't know how I am going to get through in one piece sometimes...
Thanks for being here babe. One day I'll show you how much you really mean to be, I'll make it all up to you, promise.