Done and Over!
My birthday and the dreaded doctor appointment! Nothing is ever really as bad as I think it will be. If I don't blow things out of proportion who would?
As for the birthday festivities....simply wonderful. Nothing over the top which was really nice. Cris took me out to lunch and ordered me an iPod pod and an iTrip which were sorely needed. Mom and Dad gave me a money hook up, which sadly Mars out did by 9 bucks and some change. I had to work the bar and couldn't leave early, which I shouldn't really do anyhow because I am po'. However the highlight of my birthday was the homemade cake from my baby. His first try and it was wonderful. He even wrote happy birthday on it! It was yummy lemon. I felt like a bit of a hog eatting 2 pieces before bed but who cares? It was my birthday. He helped easy my worries and fears and it was so nice to spend the night just talking and being. Just laying in bed talking and snuggling into the wee hours. (something I forsee happening more frequently as festival approaches) It's so nice to have that in your life. Thanks babe.
After alittle sleep I trucked it out of bed and down 95. Needless to say I was a wreck the whole time, and stayed that way up untill I was about half way home after my appointment. As I opened my book to read while I was waiting for the doc, my New Year's card fell out and there was this moment of awe and reassurance that was much needed. I did it though! I did it, all by myself and I feel very...accomplished and mature and seasoned. I dunno, I am relieved that it is all over, but there is always that little man in the back of your head playing out every possibiliy....stupid what if's, they never let me be.
Today holds work and some time with the pooch. The rest of the week is the same. The weekend holds "the rest" of my birthday which has me on edge alittle, well alot. Goat dog has his stuffed dog between his paws and he is licking him clean, it is so charming. Now he is just licking himself, what can I say, he is special. We are off to the rent's house to lounge and eat, I'll read and get ready for work and he and Sarg go about the hump and sniff routine.
Thanks to everyone for a good birthday, FUCK YOU MARS & JIMINY!
As for the birthday festivities....simply wonderful. Nothing over the top which was really nice. Cris took me out to lunch and ordered me an iPod pod and an iTrip which were sorely needed. Mom and Dad gave me a money hook up, which sadly Mars out did by 9 bucks and some change. I had to work the bar and couldn't leave early, which I shouldn't really do anyhow because I am po'. However the highlight of my birthday was the homemade cake from my baby. His first try and it was wonderful. He even wrote happy birthday on it! It was yummy lemon. I felt like a bit of a hog eatting 2 pieces before bed but who cares? It was my birthday. He helped easy my worries and fears and it was so nice to spend the night just talking and being. Just laying in bed talking and snuggling into the wee hours. (something I forsee happening more frequently as festival approaches) It's so nice to have that in your life. Thanks babe.
After alittle sleep I trucked it out of bed and down 95. Needless to say I was a wreck the whole time, and stayed that way up untill I was about half way home after my appointment. As I opened my book to read while I was waiting for the doc, my New Year's card fell out and there was this moment of awe and reassurance that was much needed. I did it though! I did it, all by myself and I feel very...accomplished and mature and seasoned. I dunno, I am relieved that it is all over, but there is always that little man in the back of your head playing out every possibiliy....stupid what if's, they never let me be.
Today holds work and some time with the pooch. The rest of the week is the same. The weekend holds "the rest" of my birthday which has me on edge alittle, well alot. Goat dog has his stuffed dog between his paws and he is licking him clean, it is so charming. Now he is just licking himself, what can I say, he is special. We are off to the rent's house to lounge and eat, I'll read and get ready for work and he and Sarg go about the hump and sniff routine.
Thanks to everyone for a good birthday, FUCK YOU MARS & JIMINY!