anxiety
Ever since we started staying here I have been having huge anxiety atacks and I mean big. I don't know what to do. I don't want to be here. We have nowhere else to go. We have 300 dollars saved up to get an apartment and we will have about 5 hundred next week but I want to wait till his 2nd papa johns check so we have money to get stuff for the apartment. I am at the point where I will sell my almost brand new california king bed or even the neon. I can't take this John and I would be so happy if we were on our own and we didn't have family to piss us off and get into everything. God life sucks right now. I WANT OUT!!!!!!!!