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so today is a very bad day, i want to just disappear frm the world and never cone back or hide under my bed forever. First of all i tried out for destiny on Friday, i was so sure id get IN so many people said id get IN. and every minute this weekend i was thinking about it , i mean last night i got not alot of sleep cuz i thought about it so much. I went this morning to ook at the list and i wasnt on there, i was so shocked that i just walked away and then i turned around to make sure i didnt miss my name and when i saw a girls name on the list who COULD NOT SING FOR THE LIFE OF HER, was on there , thats when i started to ball. like i cried so hard i couldnt breathe and i DONT like to cry at skool. i was so confused, i got the solo award , a solo and i still didnt get in?!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHH so i wait till 4th per. to ask what my scores are and he says my singing scores were awesome but i did really bad on my dancing scores. He said that ill be one of the first people to get in if anyone quits, and no one quits destiny. GREAT huh? and then 7th per is when it all turned bad again , these gurls behind me kept throwing and spraying water at me i ignored it b/c if i got into a confrontation today i was sure to hurt some1. And the ally tells me she FORGOT TO TURN OUR PAPER IN !!! Ms. Quinn says "oh itts too late now" and i was like Ally Y DIDNT U TURN IT IN!! and shes like o i forgot, we've been going to tutoring for over 5 months now and all of the points are down the drain. i WENT FOR NOTHING! thanks ally so i got upset again and then walked home, perfect right? when its 100 degress outside, and Sami wont talk to me cuz shes so friggn busy. i love this day! its getting better and better!